Vickraman V.P

Hurdles come not to stop U , but to make u stronger!!!

2008-01-11T20:01:00.000-08:00

Hi Folks back after a long long time.

for ppl who understand tamizh"Tholviyum konjam vennum adi, vetri ku athuvey eni adi"
Translated roughly

"U have to lose sometimes, it's the stepping stone for success"

These lines are from a very good song n which is very close to my heart, to which i listen when im feeling emotionally very low n sad :)

A very meaningful n powerful line i should say!!!!

Winning, i should say is a DISEASE. Once u start winning u tend to become arrogant n ignorant. Though it mite not apply to everyone but sure does apply for 80% of human beings.

Thats y god created something called LOSING! Its to always to make u feel "DNT WORRY LIFE CAN FLIP EITHER SIDE!"

Sometimes u lose due to ur own mistake and sometimes u lose due to others mistake !!!

Sometimes u put so much efforts into something when its in the reach of ur hands u c it being grabbed by someone or snatched by someone for some totally weird and unacceptable reasons.
u tend to get low, so low tat u mite lose sleep. Ur Brain will say "common buddy it happens".
But u know, its very difficult to convince ur heart and its very difficult to convince when it loses something for which ur not responsible for :)

I have passed thro such a exp twice in my life so far. I had something, which is very very close to my heart, in the reach of my hand but i was hopelessy made to fail due to someone's else mistake !!!! I c it's being grabbed away from me but im helpless! i shout for help but i end up cin that im still helpless.

During Bad times, i remind myself of those lines from the song. Im losing coz im going to win something g8.
i rem'ber a proverb or a line, i should say, im not sure.

"I may have lost the war but not the battle"
(Sorry folks i mite have interchanged war n battle im not sure. the line s something like this :D )

Sometimes accept defeat but make sure u use it optimistically !! Improve and increase ur hardwork !!! Use it to ignite the fire in u to acheive more. Use it to make sure tat u have learnt from ur mistakes!!

Life itself is a big experience!! Every moment passed is past !! Cherish it! Live it !! i saw a movie sterday, JAB WE MET, a hindi movie. Started off differently and i hpnd to find some very very good dialogs in it!
Heroine says " no one knows wat is there for us tom, Live now. Live the way u like it to.Dnt complain later tat u didnt enjoy life! so Live now n live it to the max".

Im planning to do the same ! Everythin will pass. Time is the best medicine. Sometimes u miss the bus due to ur mistake and sometimes due to someone else! but god has created the beautiful nature and he makes sure everyone gets wat they deserve !

Its all written so dnt worry u too got ur time !!

Life is a wheel n it will rotate. Good times will come just wait for the it !!!

After all, every dog has its Day !!

Cheers :)

Attention Please!! They are also humans!!!!

2007-10-13T21:51:00.000-07:00

Its been a long long time since i blogged .. so back at the job again .. :) ... This time im here to voice for some people who needs real attention, care and moreover philanthropist have to realize that these people also belong to human race.

Im talking abt eunuch (sorry im not sure if this is the rite word to use or its a gross word , if its wrong please do correct me) ..

Recently i saw some eunuch, doing prostitution, waiting on the main road in chennai for customers. Though i was shocked to see such a scene in the middle of a main road in chennai but still the other way i felt bad for them. Y r they getting into something like this ?

No job .. no recognition, to sound even more pathetic they dnt have a voter card, ration card (how do i know? they had actually voiced thier concerns in the news recently)

Have u ever noticed in any appln like in jobs or passport appln. they ask for gender as either male or female. What abt these ppl ?? If the goverment itself doesnt recognize them who else will ?? being born like that is not their mistake ...

We voice for quota for all sort of ppl .. y dnt we voice to ensure atleast minimum amt of respect to these ppl ?? basic education atleast ???

I accept, somtimes even i feel digusted n the way they act, like clapping their hands n a very peculiar way . Sometimes i do feel that they use it as an advantage to beg.

But in the other way wat else can they do ? no ration card , no voter card no job no education .. i guess they are pushed to beg or prostitution by none other than us.. society ... In email id registration itself they ask for male , female or --- (which in a way is very hurting , gov should come up with some legal way of calling them else ppl call them in way which is very hurting sometimes...)

I saw one such person n beach .. i guess that person was actually waiting for a friend .. there turned a gang of guys who started shouting so loud n weird, which obv everyone knew that they are pulling this persons leg... y publically ??? i felt really bad .. they are also human with heart n feelings n it .. Please do not disturb them if u cant help them ...

n i would sincerely request that gov and philanthropy org takes some steps for these ppl to ensure them min amt of education, ration card ,voter card and legal way of representing their gender in appln forms and in public.

I know i cant change the world but i hope this changes a few of them.. coz drops make ocean.

Even God makes mistake!!!

2007-06-12T09:09:00.000-07:00

Even god makes mistake .. the picture mite give u a clear idea ..

Handicap a word which kills ppl by itself ... i prefer calling them "differently abled" rather than "disabled".... they are bit different ... tats it .. the confidence those ppl have within themselves im sure we dnt have even 1% of that ..

i got a friend who is affected due to polio ... but he s damn cool n sings very well.. he even has published his own album recently ... cool na ?? :) ..

One day i was walking in the morning and i saw a beautiful lady b4 me (how could i saw she s beautiful b4 i saw her face .. tat comes with exp u c :D ) ... i some how managed to over take her n i saw her having earing machine n both her ears ... i was standing besides the temple n i saw god n said " some times u also make mistake"

My mom tells me " vinai vithaithavan vinai arupan" .. how much ever birth u take u will have to suffer ur sins .. but isnt forgiving other ppl thought to us by our parents ? when a human being like us forgives others, gods are divine and im sure they would forgive ... but then y r those ppl born different from us ?? im not tryin to emphaize tat they got somethin bad .. im tryin to tell tat y r not like us ????

i c my dad struggling to walk ..sometimes it kills me ...but my dad with all his self confidence learnt to walk n do things with one hand ... (he got paralytic attack n 1990) .. he puts coffee himself ... except for some rare things most of hte work he does it n his own ...he even manages without my mom for a day or two .. hats of to him :) ...

In the beach i saw lady n kid sitting besides her ... the lady was beautiful so i was admiring her beauty n then i sw her kid n really felt bad abt wat i did coz the kid was mentally not fit ... she was innocently askin her mom some questions .. n her mom was calmly answering her ... think abt that mother plight ... mother will never feel pain bringing up her kid but still ... we know growing up a normal kid s very difficult .. she would really have tough time na ?? i did my part .. i prayed god immediately for tat lady n that small cute kid for their wellness .. the max i could do .. :) ...

I have seen some blind ppl n the beach .. they all hold their hands n walk together while begging ... no one leaves the other .. they dnt think abt cheating the other .. thats wat make them unique :) ... they are unique in a sense ... much differnt from us .. ya they are differently abled ...

Sometimes god is cruel ... but all s done for some purpose .. may be they get to find some real love from human beings which we tend to lack coz we are not innocent .. we show our cunningness somewhere .. n as newton law states " every reaction has equal n opposite reaction" so for wat actions we show .. the reaction s wat we get .. but they are innocent ... n they get innocence n warmness from ppl near them :) ..

So hats off to all the ppl who shows us some path .. we got lot to learn from them ... with eyes closed they teach us somethin which with eyes open we lack to learn :) ... unique :) ....

Is it Worth being one ???

2007-04-29T10:36:00.000-07:00

hi Folks ... Back after really long long time ... The topic is bit strange .. but i find it still very senstive and point to be dicussed... A feeling true from heart ... Is it worth being a virgin before marriage ???

Disclaimer : For ppl who consider this not fitting them, please ignore as i dnt want to hurt any personal sentiments.Its just a pure opinion from my heart and has nothin to do to hurt others.

I hpnd to talk to some females online who hpnd to b a perfect bitch.They are married but still sleeping with folks they meet in office, in pubs and there is one female who is a teenager and happens to sleep any third guy she meets.. that female says (who says she s from chennai) has many friends whom she know happens to be sleeping with guys since college days ... Now at this point i was wondering if this s the situtation at 2007, wat will be the situation @ 3 - 4 yrs from now ? how will the generation b which comes next to me ? Now if the females are losing there virginity at 18 , wat should i expect from a girl who becomes my wife..

As kushboo said "educated fellows should not expect their wife to be virgin" tat moment even i had some irritating opinion abt kushboo .comments . but now after meeting these few ladies n nline like this, i really consider a change of my opinion and i think we should go lite with this .. Please im not sayin all girls or ladies like this , Im just tryin to point out that this type of cases are GROWING AT ALARMING LEVELS ..

Now my point is till date im a boy who has been thinkin abt career and have felt tat having a gf itself doesnt fits my family .. having sex b4 marriage s sin acording to me . but is it worth it ?? At the current rate, will i end up in bed being virgin and other person having experienced ... end of day i happened to become a dumb a** ..

Few of my friends have had sex , and they are quite cool abt it .. Wnt their heart kill them of guilt, when they get married ?? How will u feel if ur wife has slept with some one ?

Once i was askin my friend " is it worth being a virgin" he said " every one s a virgin due to circumstances" tats true in fact .. had someone got an oppurtunity no one would be perfect .

but being perfect is due to personal char which says "this s wrong dnt go to tat place" so u kindah avoid cin such things which is wat keeps u better and single.

i tell my friends " we have remained this way so long lets not take a chance for another 2 yrs b4 we get married" For me my heart will kill me if i do such a thing.... i cant face my parents and most imp i cant face god to whom i have to answer my sins :) .... So lets c future will show . I dnt bother if its worth or not . I have been a virgin and will be a virgin till marriage ... (dnt ask me wen s my marriage :D tat god knows :D hope he doesnt keeps me waiting too long n tat aspect ;) )

I will tell u one single reason y we need to be virgin . " Cz we need to b differnt from a 5 sense creature" . dog has sex with every female dog its sees and we are humans and have 6 senses which tells us which s good and bad. So atleast for the sake of differentiating ourself from a dog , It's better we stick to our culture :) ..

One liners ....

2007-02-15T01:05:00.000-08:00

Hi Folks ...

Back after loooooooongggg time i guess ... last one was somewhere in November 2006 .... let me start my new year with some good one liners which happens my own thoughts (as far as possible :) )...

1 . Every Step leads to success.Half way, loser's turn back,While Winner's move forward!!!

2. Valentines day without a Valentine , Continues. .... :)

3. Powered by salary, Driven by bills :)

4. Lots Dream , some acheive ...Im will b among the few!!!

5. Beware , my charm can be contagious ... :)

6. Opportunities keep KNOCKING … problem is we don’t to GRAB it !!

7.Every Human has two faces. Friends only c ur Positive , Enemies only c ur Negative,N those

who C BOTH but still continues to b ur FRIEND , r UR BEST FRIENDS !!!

8. When u feel u cant WIN , Dont worry even the other is feeling SO ...

9. Girls friends are expensive, dont worry wives aren't better either :D

10. When boredom kills u , JUST SLEEP :)

11 . I have a dream, a dream of dreaming BIG !!! ( this one alone i myself feel tat i have read it somewhere ..not sure though :) )

The one's below are not my own , i hpnd to read n some t shirts .. :)

A car had a sticker mentioned as

1. Ya , It's my DAD's road

2. 99% of the girls n this world are beautiful , rest 1% is in my college.

3. Preserve water , Drink BEER :D (this one s cool rite ;) )

4. My dad is my ATM.

I could only think of these one liners at the moment .... will blog soon as soon i find something interesting to rite :) ... bye folks have a nice day ahead ....

All i want is !!!

2006-11-20T08:22:00.000-08:00

From my childhood all i have aimed s more than wat i can at tat age but stil i have always dreamt and till date may b i couldnt acheive it immediately but i have achieved it at some point of time .... merely by gods grace and parents blessings and my efforts !!!

When i was 9 , i wanted a shoe which had lite display at its bottom .. this s the thing which i could never fulfil n my life as that time my family situation was not good ...

when i was 17 i wanted a TVS50 that too second hand (mind it not even a bike :D ) ... my dad asked me "i will pay for the bike how come will u petrol it ?? " :D i got wat my dad was abt to tell me ... i dropped the idea ... but i made sure im gona buy the best thing in market when i get a job..so once i got a job n campus .. i got a puslar 150cc all out of my own money ... i paid the EMI for 2 yrs ..but i got the best which was at tat time the market .. a thing for which i worked hard for 6 yrs :) ...

during my college days i wanted to wear all the branded shirts n the market .... i have seen my friends wearing all the best things n market .. i used to wear the cheapest ones .... but still i hve never taken it as my negative point ... never cursed my dad much tat he didnt earn much .. all i dreamed was a life of my own ...a job which gave me enough money to fulfill my dreams and desires .. i fulfilled that ..though not n my teenage .. but still age s at ur heart ... :D ... first thing after i got a job i got all the branded shirts pants shoes slippers ... wore them :) a kind of idiotic satisfcation it gives ... god ...not even a gf mite give ya :) ..

always i have wanted a good looking girl friend :D i got a good nostalgic incident n college days to certify this :D ... but i never got ... and i never wished tat i get one in reality ... i feared tat my dreams mite get missed ... girls drags u away from the point :) .... i dnt know how far s this s true .. but still i have seen some being successful inspite of having gf and some falling low due to girls ...so i think god has kept me n the safer side :) .....

now all i want s a BENZ and house in chennai :) ..... a dream house of which i have dreamt always near the beach ... im not sure how far im gona succeed but dreaming s not wrong ... but dream without actions s a sin as kalam says :) ... my dreams are moving with my actions ... one day im sure i will make my parents proud when they c my name flashing n new paper all n rite terms :) .... a dream which always my mom wanted to c ... she always wished tat my name would come n good ways n paper ..... but i could never do tat .. but still mom never complained ...she always tells me "wat ever ur vicky ..ur a nice son of mine and im really proud tat .. y do u bother abt these things" :) ... as the tamizh proverb says "kaagaiku than kunju pon kunju :)" ... (for non tamizh ppl it means "for the crow its baby s the best n the world ") ... ritely said :) ....

let me hope ....All i want is my dreams to b fulfilled .... and a day will rise in my name :) ..

Sometime's in life!!!

2006-11-11T23:12:00.000-08:00

hi folks .. back after a really long long time ... this time im not so happy n a mood to rite somethin really fun ...

last week i lost something for which i have worked hard for 8 years ..since my 10th std ....

not a big deal for some ..a big dream for me ... to go places .... out of india ...a dream of my dad mom and my sister's ... which remains unfulfilled till date ....

last week i lost a chance to go US which i thought i mite get ... no issues one of my good pal s goin ..good for him ..but still the feelin of u lost it doesnt keeps quite rite :) ....

A dream which i developed within myself when i was doin my 10th .... my dad had a passport ... i used to have a habit of goin over his things :D ... dad was and s my hero alwys ... a g8 person to b with and mom i got no words for her .. such a lovin mom i got .. i bet u c her u will feel jealous :D ... many a times she has cried just cin me crying :D .. Love u mom and dad (appa and amma... tamizh to b strict else my dad scolds me :D still i listen to his words .. not out of fear ..out of respect .. i used to really curse him durin my younger days ... but now i realize how true he was n lot of things:D ) .. ok comin back to the main issue ... i made fun of him cin the passport has he was never out of india ... he just got bit sad and told me "Vicky i wanted to go somewhere n the world.... out of india and could never make it ... wish u go and c places and c things which remained a dream for me " ... i never cn my dad so serious ... but tat incident struck like a rod nside my heart tat i started workin for it .. my studies got serious ... i started takin life more seriously ... from 10th i have been workin for it ... my dad and mom used to tell me "nly if u study u can go foreign ..c places .. have a nice life " ....

When i was sure tat i will get a chance to go onsite ... i lost it for some reasons ... :) ... mind says its fine vickram let it go ..god will show u a better way ... but heart doesnt listen ....... wat to do :( ..

morning i called up my mom and dad to tell them wat hpn ... mom being a sweet person and being very orthodox ran to the most trustworthy astrologer with my horoscope to chk out my bavishiya :) ... she s satified with wat the fellow told .... and she tried hard to console me ... end of the conversation she did bring a smile back n my face :) .... after all my mom s the sweet person to b with :) thanks mom once again :) ... lets c ... god has somethin for me .. i have never got wat i want so easily but end of the day i have alwys won :) ....so let me keep my fingers crossed and wait for the moment :D ..

The ultimate comedy :) ..

2006-11-05T09:00:00.000-08:00

Please chk this link ...
a ultimate comedy ... u can find some subsequent links of comedy down the line after this ...

Coz im back after a long time .. i wanted to start off with a laugh in the face of all my pals :D ...

so here goes the link ..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=estfUXcGAZs&mode=related&search=

Dr.A.P.J.Kalam

2006-09-25T21:05:00.000-07:00

There is one person whom i value the most after my DAD,Mom and Gandhi (may b equivalent to gandhi i can say :) )...

So,This time let me start my blog with some words of inspiration from a luminary n a expectional philanthropist(person who loves human beings) of India

DREAM. DREAM.. DREAM...
DREAM RESULTS IN THOUGHTS..AND THOUGHTS RESULT IN ACTION
BY:A.P.J.ABDUL KALAM

"I will not be presumptuous enough to say that my life can be a role model for
anybody; but some poor child living in an obscure place in an underprivileged
social setting may find a little solace in the way my destiny has been shaped.
It could perhaps help such children liberate themselves from the bondage of
their illusory backwardness and hopelessness?.." BY:A.P.J.ABDUL KALAM

Dr.Kalam .. a person who has inspired me so much after my dad and Gandhi.Being born n brought up n a fisher man family .this person has showed the world tat hardwork never fails!!!!

His harwork, which has taken him from a fisherman son to a scientist to a PRESIDENT of india, in other words the FIRST MAN OF REPUBLIC INDIA ... wow wat a sentence... how glam does it sounds rites ..first man of the republic india ... a country with millions of ppl .. n he stands the first man heading them all!!!

God knows whether he had imagined whether he would head india .. but he has done it .. and the notable point s he never fought for this post..the post came n search of him :) ..Till date i have never had respect for the president post .. its nly after this person took over... i really started getting a real respect for this post :).....

There is one point i like abt him .. he doesnt sit n talks to the old ppl out n the politics as im sure he knows its of no use.. but rather he talks to the kids out n the school colleges .... thats the most awesome point abt his presence of mind... he always says the foundation of future india s there!!! c how inspired im by his words ... when a 23 old year guy s so much inspired ... how
the kids will b ?? a future india following his words ....wow its s a exciting feeling ...

He always stresses tat .. lay down small acheivable goals ... acheive them ...
then aim for the next ... thats a beautiful point infact rite... :)

Recently i read n newspaper that he went n met his physics prof who taught him nuclear physics n college!!!! and he mentioned that it was him who laid the foundation for wat he s today !!!! :) ... thanks to god that atleast he had all g8 profs n colleges :) ...

There is one person whom he called his FRIEND :) .. his guy (im sorry i dont know the exact medical term of the problem the fellow has, so i iwll try to describe n words i know makin sure i dont hurt the person ) has some probs with his talkin capability .. but his hard work got him to a good post in a known BANK in india :) ..

Dr.Kalam happened to c this guy n he said to the security officers that "allow him he s my friend " .... friend !! wow ..i should that guy s the luckiest person out n earth :) .. friend of such a g8 person na :)
..
Such a g8 person .... but his talks shows tat he s g8 not by his brain alone.. but by his kindness also!!

I have never met him n my life yet .. may b if i get a chance .. my first job out there in delhi would b to meet him :) ... let me hope that i get chance :)

Let me hope his dreams of INDIA in 2020 comes true n years to come ..as of now things looks fine :) ... im sure his prayers will b answered soon ....

SSH : In orkut there is only one fan club which i have joined n its kalam fan club :)... n the coolest point s to c so many ppl who like kalam ... ppl have been g8 point to b noted abt kalam n his life :) ... its awesome reading those :)

Kadalai Vs Kadhal !!!

2006-08-30T09:32:00.000-07:00

Hi FOlks ... this time .... its kadalai vs kadhal :D ..

interestin topic na .... for non tamizh ppl .. translation its Flirting Vs Love ..

recently i wrote in orkut for the same topic n a good community called "kadalai"

So The diff is :)

" oru ponna parthu ...nee semma babe nu poi sonnennu vachuko .. ahtu kadalai ...

nee mattum than ulagathuley ennaku azhaga theriyurey nu poi sonnal athu kadhal ...

neeum azhaga irukey nu manasuley ninaichey nu vachuko athu peru kalla kadhal .."

explanation pothuma pa ... wat do u say ??? :D .... im sure this expln will help u think a lot abt the diff .. comments welcome once again :D ha ha ..

have a lovely nite ...

P.S NOTE: im sure one of my blogging friend mite like it :) .... have fun ....

Oops!! the baby did it again ..

2006-08-19T09:20:00.000-07:00

Hi folks .. back after long time .... with lot of expectations from lot of ppl im back with another topic ..this time its abt baby :D ..

totally irrelevant topic to me at the moment, i know ...coz im a "ELIGIBLE BACHELOR" ... but still im riting this blog with some incidents cn n my life n public places ... :)

Last week i had a long leave of 5 days .. so went home .... it was nite travel of 6 hours n bus .... n the bus ..there was a couple with baby .... everyone started sleeping as time was around 12 ..... but we know ..babies are cool n strange... it started crying nso loud tat no one could sleep .. the couple tried lot to pacify the baby .... but for sometime it was total vain .. but good tat ppl in bus were decent ..they didnt tell anything ... the couple was actually tensed abt whether anyone mite complain ... coz sometimes some ppl complain ... we cant tell those ppl are actually wrong ...they mite have their own problems ... thanks to god ... but just imagine .. im sure we also would have done something like tat n humilated our parents ... but still they are affectionate towards us :) ..

Once n a movie hall ... it was a tamil movie ..the whole theatre was silently watchin a nail biting action scene ... suddenly goes a siren ... wats tat??? its a baby which started crying ... one thing s the father couldnt watch the scene as he had to go out to avoid disturbance to others .. second s lots of parents dont go to theatre to watch movie itself ..coz baby mite feel uncomfortable .. so again our parents sacrifice for us :) movie s not a big deal .. small things itself they sacrife a lot ..so god knows how much else they sacrifice :) ...

I rem'ber my mom tellin me tat ..once on the way from mumbai to chennai train.. i got heavy fever n the train .. n for 1 full day she couldnt do anything as we had connecting trains n couldnt stop anywhere ... my mom was tears as she couldnt help me .. she said she was sitting the whole nite awake as i was crying in pain .. :( .... may b i didnt do it on purpose but still my poor mom stayed awake the whole nite ... tat was one which she told me .. who knows how many other nites she had stayed awake like tat coz of me :) ....

they mite not take it as pain ... but still c from a third person point of view ... its real pain ... very difficult ... babies if u play for half n hour s fun .. nice .. but still when u have it urself nly u mite feel the pain .. i have seen my sister for tat example :D ..... i know how much my nephews cried during my 10th n 12th exam :) ... so its really not easy job to grow a kid ...

But if u c at the end ... there are some children who run away with some guy / girl without giving a second thought how bad their parents mite feel ... how much pains they have taken for us ... had they thought it as pain ... we would have been n street beggin for love n care ... they gave us unexpected love... but its our duty to give them back in return ... it really hurts when i hear such news ...

ya its good to get hold of the hand f d person u like .. some parents being conventional will not accept ur love blindly ... but im sure no parent likes to c his/her kid suffering .. its our responsiblity to make them understand ... to bridge the generation gap :) ...

So folks next time u c a baby crying n a theatre or unconvenient places...think abt 2 things

1) think abt my blog ;)

2) think abt ur parents :) ..

B4 i leave : i wanted to share something i saw n the beach today..

There were two white kids sitting n the beach side wal ..they had some bit notice n their hand :) ...one small boy, selling flowers, came near by asking whether they wanted flowers .. this white children gave the slip to him .. this boy was so immediate n reacting tat he started talkin in this broken english as though he s a g8 scholar :) ..everyone nearby was amused by the way he was enthusiastically talking to them .. he showed no hesitation ..infact the white kids where enjoying this company .. the highlite was at the end ..this small boy gave back the bit paper n said "have it ..carry on ... bye bye " ... he said it out so loud n clear .. n a tone ..god we all were laughin out loud ... he really s blithe guy i saw today :)

Software parasakthi ..

2006-07-30T09:44:00.000-07:00

This s the famous sivaji dialog ... for time pass i thought i can give a twist to it :D .. some change to vivek dialogs also .... let me give a try ... promise i didnt copy someone's idea n again sorry i dont know the full length dialog of parasakthi ... so me just scribbling some lines which i thought is good :) ... any changes or suggestions are utmost welcome ...

baley start pannalam ...

en pero vick"RAMAN" ..mangalagaramana peyar ... aanal manathilo santhosam illai ...

poranthathu oru ooru .. pizhaka oru oor ..santhosam thedi chennai ku ood oodi vanthen ..

chennai en kai'ley S/w Engineer'enum vellai kuduthu poda vennai endrathu ...

bug'ai fiz pannu endru en thalai'il kundai thooki pottathu ..en santhosangalai nice'ahga pudingi kondathu ..

nan mattum ninaichu irunthal ..kai'il kaal'il vizunthu oru figurai correct panni irukalam ...

santhosamaga irunthu irukalam ..

aanal ithey than virumbugirara ennai padaithavar...

muthal companyil santhosam iruka nu thedinen ..illai .odinen .. rendu'avuthu company aavuthu santhosam iruka ena thedinen illai ..oodinen ..oodinen ... besant nagar beach varai oodinen ..angaiyum ellam couplesaaga irunthu ennai verupu ethiyathal ...thirumbi vanthuvitten ..pavam en vazhkai aagi vittu oru koovam ..

chennai pasanga listley nan mattum enna vidhivilaka ..
ennakum kadavul oru gf kuduthu iruka vendum ....
en vazhkai'in bottom'ei mathi iruka vendum ennai padaithavar ..

seithara ... santhosamaga iruka vittura intha vick"RAMANAI" ..

ithu ellam nadakum varai ..ennai pola raman ellam pavamana ramanai than irupargal :)

i know im ending it quite absurd manner.. but still i rem'ber nly this much f the orginal n vivek dialog ..:D ... just for time pass folks ..alwys talkin abt someting senti mite make my blog sound boring ..so for a lighter part .. added this one :) ...

any changes feel free to write to me :) .. i would b most happy person.. n pls mind there is no double meaning n this blog .. all straight n one meaning nly ... so ... :)

have a nice day ..

Who is GOD ???

2006-07-22T10:59:00.000-07:00

Disclaimer: This Blog has to do nothin with personal beleif of people .. this s just a pure thought of mine. In case if u have different opinion u r free to comment back ... once again nothin is intentional here in this blog

Hi folks .. back after a long time n gap ... didnt know wat to write for long time !!!

Today was just sitting n thinkin ..n i hpnd to get a nice topic to scrap abt my thoughts ..
GOD !! have anyone of us seen him?? no one has seen him .. still we trust on him ... we keep our faith tat he listens to us ... we pray .. we bind our hands n front of him ...

do he exists ?? im no atheist!!! i pray god once every day ..everyday morning the first song i listen is devotional song !! (ssh : after tat its all " bang ur head "sort of songs :D) ..

Then y did i get this doubt ??

U must have seen the atheist ppl askin u "HAVE U SEEN GOD ??" .. till date i have no answer for them ... tats where i started thinkin ... "does god exists" ..hmmm .. let me give a try !!

Once i got a fwd tellin tat a teacher was asking his student "Does god exist? " the students were silent ... the teacher concluded tat "god s not there " .. at tat time a student raised his hand n said " wat's heat" .. "absence of Chillness is HEAT " no one has seen HEAT .. but FEEL it ..Same way, GOd is FAITH .. no one has seen him .. its faith ... :) ..

But still we can c from history .. god never comes himself for helpin this children ...Krishnan couldnt come n his own presence ..so HE TOOK birth n the form a HUMAN to help pandavas !!! even Jesus was the messenger of GOD ... he was send by god to help his children ..

Tats y god gave us Parents ..sisters ... n friends !!!

When i was sick ... it was my friends who helped me to the core .. each n every friend helped me the possible way they can ... So s God here ?? ya .. he is .. n the role of my friends ... he send me those ppl to help me out !! So god s there ... :)

Again .. when i was sick ..strugglin for life ... exactly at tat time ... my bro n law came for his dad operation .. n thanks to god .. he stayed back for some time to help me out !!! y should he b here ??? exactly at the time .. when i needed him ???? again God's play ...can i take it tat way ?? so again GOD came n his form to help me out !!

n alwys are there two ppl, who brought me to this earth, my dad n mom .. who have always stayed by me n my worse times ..

Now u will ask .. y did i suffer if god s there ?? y should we suffer n case god s there ? c when we always live n good times .. we happen to bcome ignorant ... we ignore ppl .. the one who s send by god for us .. n others ...
So god make sure tat we rem'ber that HE Exists n this earth n he has send ppl for helping us ..

The suffering we had under gone during the days of my college n schooling ... my dad n mom took it on them ... never let me know the real scenario of the pains of family .. i was leading a normal life ... again ..so like jesus took the pains of his children .. my parents took the pains ... so should i call them GOD ????

As a Kamal move says " LOVE S GOD " (in thamizh "anbe sivam" ) ... the people who can feel our pain are GOD .. in turn are d people send to earth to help everyone n some way r the other ..

During my harder days of life, I used to think y am i born n this world ?? im very normal looking .. very normal life .. all normal .. nothin spl n me ... but then after that life struggling incident .. i got it tat im here to help someone .. same like someone helped me when i needed them ... god send me to help my friends .. my parents n my sister when they need me !!!

May b thats y i donate to meritorious students for their education ... may b tats y i donate for operation some small amt which i can .. this im not tellin here to boast abt myself.. im tellin this tat i happen to c y i was send to earth by god !!!

So for people whom GOD doesnt exists !! Love is GOD !!! ppl who show care n help n their difficult time R God !!!

For ppl who trust n god .. its God Messenger who has come to help u out n ur difficultly ...

So end of day ...its all FAITH!!! u have faith .. u c GOD else u c HUMANS as God !!! :) ..

Hope the expln pacifies u ?? :D ..

May b GOD Exists n them !!!

2006-07-05T19:33:00.000-07:00

hi folks .. back again .. this time again its something abt a topic i have talked once but not n full stretch .. this topic goes as a small dedication to my dad also ..

y my dad ??? My dad is suffering from apoplexy for the past 16 years ... i now dont rem'ber my dad walking or eating or using his right hand properly .. 16 year b4 his rite side got paralized ... rite side stroke patients lose their talking capability also :( ..so my dad was no exception.. now he talks like a child... broken sentences .. still my good dad .. a brave guy who has stood up all these years made me a life..educated me all the way .. supported me, my mom n my sis all the way ..salute to him ..

Last week i happened to go to one of the most busiest baazar n my city ... for people who know chennai mite know pondy baazar .. there i saw a man who had hands n legs but totally of no use .. he cant even sit straight ... to avoid the heat of the road he was lying over a small cardboard .. his saliva was flowing from his mouth as he couldnt have his face lift up for about a minute .. i was so heart broken to c it ... i saw so many people had good legs n hands including me .. y GOD didnt even give him a single proper hand or leg to use ???

y did god take away my dad hands n legs n particular ?? y ?? i had no answer for this ... but then i changed my thoughts ... im no christian but still respect the views of jesus ..everyone knows jesus suffered to avoid others from suffering ...

Let me give a another example from hinduism... Krishna took away the blessings n armour from Karna so tat ARJUN lives ..KARNAN took the suffering so tat ARJUN has a better life ..hmm no its not BETTER ..it should b "HAS A LIFE" ..SO TAT ARJUN HAS A LIFE!!.. had krishna not done that .. ARJUN would have lost his life n the war..

May b that pondy baazar fellow is suffering for us ?? god took his hands n legs to give us one ??

When i was in mumbai n time when my dad fell sick i was not studyin properly ... lots of distractions .. my dad sickness made us leave mumbai n go to a small town near tanjore called Kumbakonam,Temple city!!! after we moved there i started studying so well tat i never looked back then .. till date i have been very good n studies .. may b coz i got to study well god made my dad sick with stroke .. may b my dad took the pains coz i lead a good life ..today watever im .. its coz of my studies .. n at the end all leads to my dad pains ... so my dad is indeed GOD for me who took the pains himself to get me a good life !!! ..

In one of my blog i had mentioned tat i regularly c some young chaps all of whom are deaf n dumb (GOD BLESS THEM :) ) .. may b GOD made them suffer to LET US know tat HOW MUCH MOUTH N EARS R PRECIOUS n how we must use it ..though we never use it for any useful purpose ..
how many times have u tried to make someone laugh .. how many times have u blessed others with ur mouth ?? how many times u have put in ur ears for listening something useful ...its all whispers we hear abt !!!!

Those people took our pain to show how much worth our ears n mouth is ...

may b the blind people took our pain to show how worth our eyes are ... though we never use to watch good things :) ... They cant even watch a FOOTBALL Match ...imagine when everyone besides us says Zidane s playin like this ..C.Ronaldo game was sexy ... Brazil got knock off .. we saw the game ...we felt it .. how will they feel ?? they mite feel that they werent even able to c the match .. :(

PEOPLE like us never value the things we have ... Lets Value them... n most important let LEARN from them .. they have more WILL POWER than we do ..

Recently i had been to a shop for payin my cell bill .. there i saw an advertisement .. it consisted of a lady, without hands but drawing such a beautiful sketch .. i have two proper hands but have always refrained from drawing coz my drawing is bad ..tats wat i always think ... may b i should have had WILL power like her ...

So those people,i feel, are god loved creations ... some examples set for PEOPLE like us to learn .. n they carry the pain for US !!! Bless those people with a life like us,where they can watch football match ..watch the Born BABY smile ..watch the romactic blue skies n the evening ..watch GOD made wonders :), n next birth n case they have one !!!!

Love at different Ages!!!

2006-06-22T08:56:00.000-07:00

Hi Folks ... so back again ...these days im writing very frequently rite .. :) .. so today i saw something n the beach (oops not again :D) ..which really made me think abt LOVE!!!

Attitude of LOVE keeps changing with age!!! Ya thats true ..infact a fact ... let me justify ...

Love can be said to b an alias for Affection n most important CARE!!!

Love is the extreme Care given expecting nothing n return except CARE n LOVE ...

Today while having dinner i saw a young couple n their kid .. they sat down to have dinner .. n poor kid looks like it had some insect bite n his eyes ..bit swollen coz f it... n at tat time ..something fell in its eyes n the kid started rubbing it eyes .. which made it really uncomfortable ...

U should have seen ..imm'tely the mom asked for kerchief from her husband ..blowed air n it ..n kept it n the eyes of the kid ... WOW ... she was so immediate to respond to her kid worries ... Love ... wat else can it be ... she expected nothin n return from the kid .. she just expected that her kid doesnt get more pain ...

As usual after dinner .. i was walking for my quota of post dinner walk ..i saw a young pair ... lovers ... there were sitting so close to each other tat it looked like she was sitting literally n his lap ... young people ... couldnt blame them ..though they forgot that they were sitting n a public place .. n people who doesnt have a girl friend mite feel jealous of them :D .. (sssh: its bad to start ur life with someone cursing rite so pls people keep it n private n dont take curses from bachelors like me :D ) ...

Their attitude was more lascivious than affection .. g8 change between the meaning of love between mom-kid n lovers .. :) ... i smiled n moved n ...

Same beach showed me something different also ..

Old couples ... must b n their late 70's ...they were walking slowly ...the man couldnt walk any more .. .. both sat slowly ... each supporting d other so that the other doesnt fall ... WOW ... i was really moved .. both were old .. again couples .. but no signs of lust .. just pure unconditional LOVE !!!

But still even young people love are interesting n a diff aspect !! while driving back home .. i saw a young couple ...again lovers ... the guy was driving so slowly .. one minute i was just wondering y is this guy driving so slowly ... i got near to them .. n i saw tat the girl was having n ice cream .. n this guy was making sure she doesnt let her ice cream fall n enjoy it also .. :) ... again LOVE !!!

Love .. Its always the same inspite of different ages n different relationship ...

May b the way we express differs .. pure affection towards a child ... 70% lust n 30% care n young age ... 100% care at old age .. but CARE is always there though percentage varies!!! :) ..

Quotes!!!

2006-06-16T08:04:00.000-07:00

Hi Folks ...
Today nothing to write much ... Just some quotes which i thought n my own .. swear i didnt copy from anyone ... so lets me write a disclaimer that .."Folks i didnt copy from anyone n didnt write it from inspiration by reading anyone quotes" :D ...

(ssh : dont want to take a risk after kavya vishwanathan issue :D ..ya i can understand so please ha ha ha)

1.
"Every Man has two faces! Friends only c ur Postive, Enemies only c ur Negavtive
But those who c both n still remains ur friend , r UR BEST FRIENDS!!"

2.
"If Success kisses ur feet, Beware Failure will kick ur ass!!"

3.
"Aim High Acheive high , if not rather Die than Cry!!! "

These are some quotes which i got n idea .. dont know how does these sound ..

N Second one sounds n looks quite stupid i know ... let me explain :)

I tried to mean that ...

If success kisses ur feet , make sure ur ready to face failures also ...so control ur emotions n stay within ur limits ... never think we will always win ... tats wat i tried to mean from that ... :) ...

Have a nice day n Good Nite !!! :) ..

DREAMS!! Which never stops n which sometimes never get Fulfilled..

2006-06-13T09:56:00.000-07:00

Hi Folks .. back again .. with yet another set of nostalgic moments .. i was thinkin abt today :) ..

Today while walking back home .. i saw big HOARDING of NIKE add ... Awesome shoes yar ..
i have been admiring those company shoes since 8th standard ,,, but u know when i managed to get those shoes .. after i got a job ... 8th std i was 14 yrs old approx .. i managed to get those shoes nly after i got a job at 21 ..

When i was a kid of 10 yrs .. i wanted to have a shoe, which had lite display at the bottom .. tat time i had a craze for tat .. my dad fell sick n for abt a year he couldnt go to job ... total loss of pay .. bad time we had .. me being a kid ..didnt feel much of my mom n sis pain .. i was just myself .. i used to ask my mom for that shoes ..she being a lovely n kind natured woman ..couldnt tell me tat she cant get me tat .. always she used to reply me back .. "dont worry vicky will get u one day" ..tat one day never came n all these years .. slowly i started understandin my family problems ..so let tat thing go off my mind ...

After so long years .. few days back i saw a kid wearing such kindah shoes ... my mind just hpnd to recollect the dialog which i asked my mom long time back .. but time has passed .. tat was a time when i could wear such shoes .. now it will look funny :D ... but still tat wish of mine stays unfulfilled till date .. n will remain ever ... my kid mite wear such kindah shoes ..but i could never wear rite ... :) (ssh :after i got job i bought three diff kind of shoes like casual, semi formal, formal etc all worth 2k n above 1k :D .. when things starts happening ur way, very difficult to control urself rite ha ha )

When i used to study n college ... most of my class mates used to wear the BEST quality shirts,pants n shoes .. i always used to wear very cheap shirts ..cheap pants ..cheap shoes.. max shirt i would buy is for Rs.200 ..i always wished to buy a allen solly shirt .. a peter england pants ... though costly wish .. but still wish s a wish rite .. only once n all 4 yrs of my college i got a shirt for Rs.500,a peter england shirt.. used to walk with pride when i used wear tat shirt ... :) .. used to feel as though i got some CUP :D ... used to wash it frequently n wear it ..

There people n worse level than me .. but still heart n age doesnt compares things worse than urs .. its always compares with things better than urself .. my dad always used to tell me . " my dad left me n postion where i suffered for 3 times food .. thank god tat i never left u n such situtation !!!! " ya tats there .. but stilll ... its a WISH !!! :) ..wats harm n wishing n loving something BIG .. rite ...

Finally after i got a job .. for abt a year i brought all sort of dresses money can buy ..first time i didnt c the cost of the good,while buying .. Dream came true :) ..

I asked for a TVS 50 during my school days, dad said "I wil get u the bike .. how will u put petrol??" ha ha .. sounds funny rite ..but tat time i was so angry with my dad :D ..but tat thing got fulfilled on May 21st 2004 .. finally my dad got me a bike after he got assured i got job via campus .... 7 year i waited for tat .. (ssh : my dad didnt pay fully just paid an intial amt .. i paid EMI for two years :D ; ) .. dad is always himself ... ;) ) ha ha ...

There are hell lot of things ... i wished for .. some smaller... some big ... Lots remain a dream still...some getting fulfilled .. some cant b (ex: tat shoes with lite :D ) .. .

Now at this age, i wish for a beautiful girl friend .. n i could c tat it will also remain as dream 4ever :D ... may b i should ask my dad to keep my marriage date after 6 months or so from my engagement date ... so tat i can fall n love with my fiancee n satisfy my desire of having a girl friend ha ha ha ... sounds too stupid rite .. still im also a normal guy ..with same wishes tat any other guy has ... all n the game folks .. :D ...

Lets c ...lots of things still to come .. lets c how many bcomes reality .. n how many remains a dream forever :) ...

Nostalgic moments of my childhood !!!

2006-05-31T10:18:00.000-07:00

Hi Folks .. back again :) ... this time its not abt my mom or dad ...

This time this blog goes as a small dedication 4 my Long time friend .. whom i lost in touch for about 12 years n happened to meet her yesterday .. :)

HOW?????? Just Guess ..... Via Orkut ... First time after i joined ORKUT ... i found its real use ..

Yesterday n office, as i didnt hve much work, i was just browsing my orkut scraps .. suddenly i saw some female sending me a message "Hi Vickram Palani" .. i just couldnt understand who she is .. replied back sayin a "hi and who r u ??? " .. i thought chal vickram ..finally some chick has also scrapped u :D ..

Then she started giving me shocks by telling my full name .. my sister's name .. etc etc .. one sec i thought someone is fooling me :D ... then she said abt herself .. but she didnt have to tell anything much abt herself ..the instance she told tat she was my neighbour n mumbai.. i got IT!! though couldnt TRUST my EYES .. still it was she :) ..

And the most funniest part is .. i forgot her DOB :D .. but so sweet of her .. she rem'bers mine :) ..

She was my sweet neighbour ... we were family friends .. Lots of times we have fought with each other .. Some sweet incidents exists in my memory so fresh tat i could still rem'ber the angered face of hers .. the situation .. etc etc :)

Once it was d day f my birthday n by mistake told me tat she has got me a Geometry box as gift.. :) .. do u know wat i did :D .. i fought with her tat i NEED tat boz immediately ... Stubborn she was .. she didnt give me :( .. she also started fighting :D . my mom caught me and her mom caught her .. i tried a lot but my mom also supported her :D .. and i went to my school without tat geometry boz :( ..

Evening in the party she finally gave me :) .. felt so happy as though i won some gold CUP :D...

Another most funniest incident was .. the first horror movie i saw n my life ws in her house ... :D .. EVIL DEAD .. i went to her house like a LION .. when the movie started she ran away after a few minutes :D (hope i rem'ber it rite :) got to verify with her :) ) ... but me being a GUY .. first covered my face with a bed spread ... then slowly got up and ran away to my house :D .. first tho i was making fun f her .. but then i ran away my self .. wat to do im a LION rite :D

These r just very few incidents .. lots are there !!! :) .. all fun filled . that time i used to fight with her for all petty issues .. now i realize y i used to fight with her :) .. today just imagine the feeling how it will be when u talk to ur childhood friend after 12 years ... Gosh i cant imagine oofff 12 years :) ..

She was telling me that she was searching for me for abt 12 years .. but couldnt find me .. finally sterday she found me out in orkut successfullly :) ...

It's a very nice feeling to know someone tells u that they have been searching for us ... if its love its a diff feeling .. but some FRIEND .. who considers u so CLOSE ..finds u out .. tells u tat she was searching .. i was n tears literally ... the most fantastic moment of my life .. and im sure anyone reading this will also accept with me :)

Always i have praised FRIENDSHIP tat its a feeling worth more than LOVE .. things u cant tell to ur parents .. ur sis .. ur bro ... u will tell to ur FRIEND ...

dont know whether this is a coincidence :) .. i just changed my signature to this one few days back ...

"You meet people who forget you. You forget people you meet. But sometimes you meet those people you can't forget. Those are your friends !! "

wat to say abt this .. is it coincidence ??? wat ever it is ... ITS TRUE rite .. When i got this quotes i got the meaning in my head .. but not in heart :)

Now this quotes striked my heart ..tellin me tat every line of it is true :) ...

Still im missing some of my best school mates in mumbai .. lets c whether orkut gets me those buddies also :) ..

My First Hero

2006-05-25T10:21:00.001-07:00

Hi Folks ... Back to scribble something in my blog after a enthusiastic day yet again !!!!

Today i was thinking something about HERO and heroism .. and i happened to rem'ber my First Fav Hero n my life ... No its not Sharukh or Rajini ..

It my DAD!! the luminary of my life!!! the Sweetest couple i have ever cn .. though not as sexy as john and bipasha .. but still as sweet as onscreen couple Sharukh and kajol n DDLJ :) ..... its my PARENTS !!!

Every difficult to know wat they have understood abt each other .. coz both always fight for petty things (n a lighter sense :D ) .. but still end f day they laugh, sit and watch mega serials together :D .. funny rite ..Perfect understanding !!!

My dad is A HERO ..

WE enact wat rajini does rite... N I act the way my father does .. i have handled problems d way my father handles ..

Infact i have learnt to how to LIVE cin my DAD ..

Wat does a hero does .. Beat the BAd guys ... ya my dad did .. once, when my sis was small, someone, by mistake, rode d cycle over my sister feet and my dad got so furious tat he beat him black and blue .. poor chap he didnt do it on purpose .. but still his carelessness fractured my sis feet :(

Hero sings .. ya my dad sings ..though d song is "Kalyana samayal satham" eating my mom cooked food :D ..

Hero does good for people who does bad .. ya dad did.. he has helped his brother even though he cheated him n all instances ..

Hero ask sorry if he makes a mistake .. ya my dad does .. b4 i fell sick recently my dad never thought tat i will have renal failure .. coz i dont smoke or drink .. first i had just fever n my dad was like "y go to Madras or tanjore for fever,just get admitted here .. we will get it cured .." but once we had no other option .. i came to apollo .and when i was reported f acute renal failure .. i have never cn him so heart broken ... he was in such a state tat he felt tat he s cause of such severity of my condition !!! when dialysis was goin .. i was allowed to meet my parents only once in a day for 30 mintues :( .. my dad daily, inspite of stroke, used to come from my sis house to hospital .. sit for hours to meet me ...
One day he came in n said "vicky .. dont worry i will spend all the money i have for ur treatment .." .. i caught my dad hand and said "dont worry i have company given insurance, will adjust the bill with that " he walked away laughing ...Though his love was clearly visible !!

Wat Hero does ..makes a living for others .. ya my dad did make a living for others .. when we were in mumbai, we had a maid servant from andhra .. he was very loyal and sincere ... tat was around 1983 when i was a baby .. one of my dad's friend asked for people to work in offices n dubai ... we didnt have any other servant nor did we know anyone ..as my mom was helpless without a servant with two small kids and a baby .. still my dad was the first one to suggest this guy .. he made him a living .. few years later he came to mumbai just to thank us .. came to our house .. thanked my dad for his kindness .. may b tats wat s keeping us well now :)..

Morever .. Wat the hero and heroine does always ... they love each other truely!!! n i dont need to explain how much my dad and mom love each other .. (Sshh : though they never tell each other directly :D )

So my Dad is HERO Indeed!!!!

And Im Sure for Every1 Their Dad s d first Hero and I stand no exception !!!

Expectation!!!

2006-05-23T09:47:00.000-07:00

Hi Folks .Back after long time .. this time its not about Beach side stories .. This is about something which i have learned from my experience in all these years ..

In Life we expect a lot of things to happen .. some happens some doesnt ... but still we keep moving .. once again EXPECTING tat wat we EXPECT will happen n future .. So EXPECTATION has got no end .

When we write our board exams we EXPECT tat we will get Centum or good marks in these and these papers .. sometimes we get ... sometimes we dont..

i expected Good marks in 12th .. got but still my physics paper didnt have enough mark to boost my CUT-OFF for getting into reputed Eng College .. but God plays his own game .. i got into Velammal and Luck, i thought has left me off .. but later to realize tat infact i was in MUCH better college . one of my school mate got into better college than me .. first year of my college i have cursed my life tat I DIDNT GET wat i EXPECTED neither marks nor COLLEGE ... frustrated i was ... but at the end .. god's play came to light .. by end of 4th year my COLLEGE fared better both academic and n campus recruitment ... i got a job where my friend didnt instead of good institution!!!!! So EXPECTATION did fail .. but LIFE DIDNT .. rite :)

In College, I EXPECTED i will FARE better during recruitement for my first comp ..but again EXPECTATION FAILED ... i happened to lose n first ROUND ... but next time SIFY came and i was made up tat I WILL GET NTO THIS AT WAT EVER COST!!! EXPECTATION turned out TRUE .. i got selected .. I joined Sify ... I should say that's the GOLDEST MOMENT Of life after my 12th and 4th year in college ... never ever i was so happy ... i EXPECTED tat those moments should never END .. I got the best of friends in sify !!!

But again Happiness and Enjoyment is not everthing .. Life has to go .. had to take the hard turn to search for another job ... went for iflex, the first time job search ... EXPECTED results was obtained !!! :) ..EXPECTATIONS satisfied ....

Rite now Expecting ONSITE ... Expecting better appraisal !!!

Dont know whether all this will happen .. but still MIND expects .. WAT did i learn in all these years ?? Creating EXPECTATION is not a sin .. only when u DREAM u EXPECT .. only then u can move towards a GOAL ... but wat i learn is EXPECTATION when goes UNSATISFIED, s not the END of LIFE ... sometimes .. my unsatisfied expectation lead me to better life .. my unsatifaction lead me to better college .. better friends .. better life ..

So Make sure EXPECTATION doesnt COVER UR eyes .. its a dream .. if comes true feel happy .. :)

Marriage! An Agreement .. not an unification!!!!

2006-05-10T09:01:00.000-07:00

Back after 8 days gap :) ... I know this topic is totally irrelevant to me .. im 23 years old .. but still.. something i have heard, seen ...with that idea in my mind, im just scribbling some of my thoughts ...

Marriage, Made in Heaven but fate s decided in EARTH rite:)

I consider it as an Agreement Between two Minds telling each other that "Thy so shall adjust and will live with u under all circumstances" ..rather than an unification of two hearts ...

Unification of hearts ..just a romantic phrase coined by movies :) ...

If its unification of two hearts .. then Letters Starting with "DEAR" b4 Marraige wont change to "HI" post marriage ... Phone calls ending with "Love u" wont change to "Bye" post marriage coz Hearts never Change but Mind Set Changes ...

Shopping every week turns to once in a month .. every weekend outings change to once in a while ...

Y does this happens ???

TAKE IT FOR GRANTED .. he/she takes other for granted .. thats were the problem starts ....

Before Marriage both of them TALK to each other for HOURS but pity them, to impress each other... both act ..atleast ADJUST each other to the most, to keep things happier..

Post Marriage .. latter thinks former will adjust as he/she did b4 marriage ...when things dont go as expected .. things get worse .. once things get worse ..

Next time .. the first fight adds fuel and imaginations to both and with ego's pouring in ... things burst ...

Where did all the prob start ?? B4 marriage .. where both f them ACT to impress each other ...

Y Marriage is done if both f them dont fit n each other completely ???

Thats where both of them agree to a point saying " Even though we are not 100% similar in thoughts .. we will adjust with each other and live a happy life" ...

My dad and mom would be a best example here !!!

I have seen small fights between my mom and dad ... it always happens ..else wat family it is .. :)

My dad, who is suffering from apoplexy cant do things on his own .. he needs my mom help even to trivial things... but still they fight :) ... My mom doesnt talk to my dad after a fight .. nite comes and my mom keeps the dinner plate and slowly comes to my side and says "ask ur dad to go and eat" :) .. and as my mom doesnt take FOOD .. my dad comes to me and tell "ur mom is hungry ask to her eat " .. sweet dad and mom ...

Wat an adjustment ... they stand by the agreement of marriage ... Inspite of difference in thinking they live together .. me n my sisters have grown as responsible and good citizens !!! coz of them !!! salute to u dad and mom ...

If Marriage was UNIFICATION of HEART .. Fights would have never come ..

Its a agreement ... and im sure above example must have made it clear and im sure lots will accept its true, as that is wat s happening in most of our houses and trust me i didnt pick it up from any MEGA serial or novel :) ...

Think from ur MIND always .. coz Hearts Deceive, add sentiments ..adds imagination ...

So Mantra for Happy Life : Adjust with each other .. no one is perfect !!!!

Post ENGAGEMENT!!!!Friendship ka haal???

2006-05-02T10:11:00.000-07:00

Ha ha .. i rather consider this topic quite funny though it sounds serious.. reasons are there ...

till date i have had friends of my age ... so all were bachelors (eligible bachelor's i should say :)) ..

When i moved from my first company to second.. i could find good friends but all were older than me .. old enough to get married :) ...

one of my close friend from the new company ... we have went together for lunch .. sat in beach together for hours watchin the babes walking ..commented .. laughed at them.. showed jealously towards the guys having Girl Friends .. :) ...

Have went out to movies together ... He got engaged recently ... then things changed ... first i started going for lunch alone .. then coffee .. then dinner ... and finally he couldnt even find time to sit n beach for half an hour .. nothin wrong .. he was without a GF for all these days .. so suddenly one interesting turning point in his life ... :) no probs ..

office he talks to her in phone .. lunch he goes to her house ... evening coffee he goes there ... dinner he skips mostly to talk to her in tat time . .. wat caused this sudden change ... wat happens to people mind ...

Cant he spend a coffee session atleast with friends .. does friends bcome take it for granted once we get a fiancee ???? are all like that ??? or some change like tat ???? who knows wat will i do .. may b i will turn out to one like tat in future ... :) ..

another interesting matter ... one of my friend from prev office (he shares the same name as the previous :D ) ... he has a friend ..i know both of them .. i know they are quite GOOD friends for long time ... my friend recently got his fiancee .. double side love ... fine .. good .. best wishes to him ... but these days he doesnt have time to talk to his friend.. whom he has known for YEARs ..... and neither does the latter contacts the former ... ego or something i dont know .. but friendship is not tat close as it was ...who is to be blamed here?? the girl ??or the guy who doesnt know to strike a balance between friends and wife ... or nature which changes people ....

Long time friendship turns out to ashes in two days ... y??? do they still rem'ber that we still consider them as same old friend ... do they care the same as they used to ?????

lots of questions strike my mind .. but i dont know the answer this time ... may b i got to wait .. i mite the know the answer after i get engaged!!! :) ... so till then let me keep guessing!!!!!!!

Blessed are these people!!!!!

2006-04-26T09:30:00.000-07:00

Long time since i scribbled something in my blog ... so back to blog folks :) ...

If u know wat these signs mean .. u will know wats my todays topic s..

Once again my mind is set to write something abt wat i saw in the beach yesterday ...

I was walking in the beach on my way to have dinner .. devoted to my ipod .. i was sight seeing :) .. on my way i happen to c two guys sitting next to each other .. they appeared to be very happy .. they were laughing ... were very expressive ..cin them i just smiled and moved on ... post dinner .. i was walking back ... again i happen to c those two guys still sitting there .. same smile .. same laughter .. same joyous expressions .. then i happened to rem'ber .. i have seen them b4 in the beach .. they are totaly 4 friends ... all young chaps ... but deaf and dumb !!!!

I just said "Curse u god" ... and walked away ... today i saw the same place, they were not there .. bt still i hpnd to rem'ber them .. the smile they had .. they were really happy .. i thought they are not cursed ..

y ??? y did i start thinkin like this ??? reasons are there ... i was crossing by a couple .. who were sitting besides each other, fighting in the public .. cursing each other ... Wow .. nice things to do with their mouth ... made for each other and fight with each other ... :) ... Wats the use?? they are not dumb .. thats their negative .. thats y they hurt each other ...

The biggest sin we make in our life is the MOMENT we HURT others ... that we do with our own mouth ...

We could hear songs ... i was enjoying my time with my ipod .. i used to relax myself watching comic scenes when i get tensed or when im not in a good mood ... I was thinking ... poor them they can hear songs or watch movies to relax themselves .. but y do u get tensed or get addicted to bad mood??? coz we hear things which we dont like to hear ... they are blessed they dont happen to hear all the hopless things we hear ...

Infact i should say we are deaf to hear negative points about us .. we deaf to hear suggestions ..
we are dumb to talk good things abt our enemies ... we were deaf and dumb to our old parents ..

Still they live .. they survive .. they are happy .. they have their own world .. ..

Had they cared abt their problems they would never have survived in this cruel world ..

i have always cursed god that i dont have a handsome looking face ... when i saw them .. i hpnd to know that its the happiness inside heart tat expresses and increases ur personality .. its not the look tat matters .. those who opt for looks are none less than hookers ...

Looks deceives .. but true heart doesnt ...

my mom has a hereditary problem .. the last kid in the family will tend to bcome deaf as age grows and my mom was no exception .. she turned total deaf when i was 7 yrs old ... my dad took pains to get her operated .. i rem'ber d moments when i used to call my mom and she doesnt even turn back to look at me .. i used to go and pull my mom to look at me ... the day she got operated and was able to hear .. the wonderful moment i had n my life .. i shouted n my mom ears .. "AMMA" .. she smiled and replied .. " IM ABLE TO HEAR U"

Later my dad happened to fall sick coz of stroke and my dad is still suffering ....

Coming from such a background .. i really say to those people that they are not cursed .. they are no different from others .. they are one among us .. humans ... i pray that the smile in their face never fades away .... :) ..

Frustrated!!!!

2006-04-04T09:02:00.000-07:00

Long time since i blogged . .. so im back !!!

have u ever been in a situation where u happen to think "God pls this should not happen" and nxt minute it happens in front of ur eyes ..

How many times u mite have faced it ... wat happens if it happens continously and ur not able to do anything abt it !!!!

ya im a victim of that ..

First .. when i was in hospital recently ... suffering renal failure .. i happened to undergo DIALYSIS .. first it was done inbetween legs .. i was not allowed to walk for 5 days ...

just lied in bed for 5 days .. sixth day i begged the doc to get me free of this dailysis thing and let me walk .. he sw the reports and convinced ..he let me go free .. got me transfered to the GW ..

it was even more heart breaking place .. i happen to c people vomiting blood and passing urine mixed with blood :( .. my good .. frightening days really ....

one fine morning ..doc assistant came to me to chk my reports and said "the urea in ur body doesnt seem to reduce .. mite be u mite have to undergo dialysis again" ... first time in hospital.. u must imagine the shock i must have got .. though now the two tubes were not between my legs .. much worse .. it was plugged into my neck down my throat ...

that very moment when doc assistant said .. i prayed all gods, tat somehow i should not undergo second round of dialysis .. the moment i ended my prayer chief doc came to me to tell i have to do dialysis again ...

Second .....
Recently My project got over and i was moved to another project . which is already in a do or die situation ... some scape goats including me was moved to tat project to avoid bench sometime .. (bench could hav been much better instead :) ) ...

There is a pl who never goes home wat ever b the situation .. never cn such a lady who never goes home .. morning she sits there .. evning she is there .. cant imagine how her husband allows that ...

as i cant sit late nites and cant work on saturdays i was praying all my gods to help me.. not to put in her module ... and imagine wat .. again .. i alone was put in her module ... all others escaped .. :(

dont know .. may b i looked like a dumb ass who is ready to do wat people like to do ..

sometimes i seriously dont understand y god make these moves .. but all has a reason ..and he cant b questioned .. all happens for good ..

so lets c wat god has for me .. by moving me into the project :) ...Good Night!!!!

Moments we miss in life!!!!

2006-03-17T19:36:00.000-08:00

Work Pressure ... sometimes make u miss some precious moments of ur life !!!!

Two days back .. i was under tremendous pressure .. was rushing to complete morning jog....

That day,i missed to enjoy some nice moments,which any human would love to c in the early morning ..

The Next day i was much relaxed ... had a cool jog ... and i happened to notice two VERY CUTE WHITE TWIN GIRLS .... they were still in the joyful mood of celebrating holi .. their blond hair was full of Lite Blue color .... which contrasted their skin color... i took a minute to cross the road and touch there cute little head .. and i moved on ...

Same day, i happened to c a father and his, apprx early 30's aged, daughter crossing road...the daughter took her father hands and helped him cross d road .. her father must hve been his late 70's, was very old infact ... i happened to rem'ber helping my dad to climb the staircase ..my dad being a handicap person ... i have helped him in lots of small things ... how many children have got this opportunity ?? post marriage most forget their parents, especially guys who go behind the pallu of their wifes .. they never will realize the happiness,a person mite get .. helping their parents .. the same hands they once held to STAND UP!!!!

Coming the way back home .. i happened to c a mom and her two daughters standing .. im sure the elder one must be atleast 6 to 7 yrs elder than the youngest .. the younger was standing quitely, catching hold of her elder sis hands and waiting patienty for the school bus ..
Even that i have experienced ... i am good 9 yrs younger than my second sis ... we used to go to school together .. i have stood in the same manner catching hold of my sis hands ... she used to teach me something or talk to me while waiting for the bus .. my sis,who used to cry, if i failed n my exams( i have once :D, not in the final exams.. only once in a subject in semi-annual exams:D ) .... today we hardly meet, once in a year ... times have gone .. that scene reminded me that how i was .. how im now ... i became quite nostalgic ...

I was thinking .. how many things i must have missed daily .. life is full of small joy moments ... but we happen to miss those, worrying for petty issues ...

Work pressure is always perturbing no matter wat ..so once out of the office learn to forget it and start enjoying ur life ....life is short and fun is more ... so dont miss it ..

Culture!! Where r we heading to???

2006-03-02T10:02:00.000-08:00

Today post dinner in the beach .. i was walking ..listening to my fav songs ...

After the day was bit harsh on me and my health not so good .. i was very desperate to reach home ...

I saw two girls walking b4 me .. one was a foreigner and other a indian girl .. probably a northie .. coz she looked like one ..

This foreigner was wearing a saree .. a pattu(Silk) saree .. dark green in color .. and this indian female was wearing a short t shirt and tight jeans .. exposing wat she can proably do .. wearing tat dress ...

Wearing jeans is no harm .. but still cant it be a bit decent.. y do we dress .. to cover up ..

but then y was this female exposing?? is it tat she doesnt know tat she is exposing ??

i dont think tat's possible .. certainly we will be knowing, when we feel the air in our body ..

But then y ??? Are we trying to follow the culture of people, who dont know which culture they belong ...

Low necked tops .. lop waist jeans .. where r we heading to??

Who is to be blamed ?? The Parents who allow this ?? or the friends who encourage this ??

All have their freedom .. But as someone says .. "RULES ARE MADE TO BE BROKEN " ..

May be we are Breaking it, for the sake of modernity :) ...

Wat so ever ... Thanks to god that we are still wearing dress ..

Lets hope, not to see a day, where nude protests happen in india too :) .. Lets me be optimistic !!

Budget!! boon or Curse??

2006-02-28T09:41:00.000-08:00

FM PC submitted his budget today ... every month i put my month's budget .. somehow i just happen to manage .. PC puts budget for one the biggest Democratic country in the world ...

How much things he might have to consider??my goodness .. it just suprises me ...

Earlier the TAX .. STOCK INDEX etc all were greek and latin to me .. didnt understand anything .. today .. my life is running around tat .. :)

my project is purely dependent upon these things ...

Now days when i read the stock market terms .. im able to make some sense out of it ...

Looks like this budget has made no difference in wat exists ...

atleast no suprises in the form of new taxes ... PC should be thanked for tat ...

Rich people got nothin to worry and poor have nothin to be taxed .. its the middle class who always suffers .. coz they are targeted always ...

Anyways Fringe benefits .. nothin has improved ... it has affected me :D .. coz earlier we were getting cheaper and better lunch in office itself .. after this was taxed tat scheme was removed .. now daily lunch costs me dear :) ..

Small cars mite be costing around 23K less ...good one ... good for middle class families ...

Defence allocation again increased .. uuf .. figures alloted makes me think, whether it needs a budget of its own . :) ...

soft drinks ... milk ,DVD etc is gona cost less .. good ... looks like PC has done some measures to satisfy the CMP ..(common min programme) ...DVD is gona cost less .. good im watch more movies :)

Debit cards holders are gona be taxed as usual .. thank god i got corp card ..

one by six scheme abolished ..thank god,..... coz i got two sim cards in my name :) .. one for me and for my dad ... :) ...

The budget at the end i feel has been designed with the poor people in mind rather than the middle class in mind ..

Markets reached intra day high .. so looks like stock brokers are happy .. lets c .. time will show how good s the budget ... :)

Communism?The Answer or Question

2006-02-23T09:37:00.000-08:00

My Dad Says "If u Hate Communism at the Age of 20's UR Arrogant ... If u Still like Communism at the Age of 60 .. UR CRAZY !!!" ...

Im in no love with communism , as my father say, he was, when was n his early 20's ..
y? may be he lived a life of poverty and me lived a normal life .

Today post dinner in the beach .. i saw a man eating some scrap .. the food was not hygenic and so wasnt he ...

I had just completed my dinner worth rs.40 .. and daily i have dinner worth tat much ... for the sake of hygenicity ... after the one month drama .. i was n no mood to take a risk ..

Y was he having a unhygenic food and me a good one ... Is tat his FATE ???

Is Communism the Answer then ? which promises Food three times a day and basic things of life, to be given to all Man ...

Is It Fair to Snatch something from one person and give it to other ... just bcoz he is poor ...

Will not communism make people more lazy ... When some one promises three times food a day and basic things of life given .. who is gona work ???? temme ...

Dont u think communism is the problem here rather than the answer to problems ..

Again a question mite come here ... Poor people cant be expected to study much coz f financial status ... so they cant be expeccted to earn more also ...

Sir. Dr.Kalam ... a G8 man from a simple fisher man family .. grew up to bcome a scientist first and then the Honourable President of Republic India ... wat does this implies ...

Itz DETERMINATION ..those who have tat .. can never be suppressed by anything ...

So Communism s no answer to the problem.....

Im got no cynicism towards Communism .. im just trying to express tat its better to find out solutions rather than living with problems...

Most Needed Education

2006-02-21T09:51:00.000-08:00

For some of my friends, in case they read this , mite find it disgusting ..So people who mite find talking about "Sex Education" digusting ,please skip this title...

Passing the teenage without much distractions ... early 20's is actually very difficult to pass ...

The age where u get to work ... meet lots of people .. some attract u as friends .. some attract u in a totally different perspective ... newaz all depends upon the way we look at it ...

The question is y r we so much attracted towards this thing .. which is nothin but another part of life ... tats it .. but we are attracted much towards this .. y???

The reason is we are never taught anything abt this .. all we learn is from books movies and from friends ...

This curiosity sometimes turns to lead people to wrong ways ...

y is this happening ??

When i was in 8th standard .. one teacher of mine tried to exploit me .. thanks to god ... nothing happened .. she got married soon .. so she got an another way .. at tat age i didnt even know wat sex is .. all i knew was its something bad ( i mean ..at tat age :D )

Y did she do it?? coz a typical indian female from south india .. has less chance to know abt sex ... so this lead her to misuse her post of teacher,who s placed b4 god in tamil culture .. (matha pitha guru deivam...)

Had she been educated properly abt sex..would she have done that ???

Y is porno sites gaining fame among teenagers .. They are curious to know abt something who no one likes to talk ... neither the parents nor the teachers ...

This creates a unseen curiosity in people ..

So wats the solution to this problem??

Though we cant prevent people from having an affair .. atleast we can teach them abt proper sex, thus helping them to prevent diseases ....

So as far i c sex education is a must from school level ...

It's nothing but another part of life .. which all have every rights to know abt it ..

Satisfaction....

2006-02-20T09:02:00.000-08:00

Satisfaction ... the meaning i should say is rather a contrasting one ...

First he says "the contentment you feel when you have done something right" ... Then he goes about giving an another set of meaning for the word .. then another .. so he is not satisfied that people would have understood the first Meaning, wat he has given.... So wat does tat implies ???

Some say "get satisfied at some point else life will bcome restless" ... if ur satisfied .. how will u grow up in life .. how will u learn more ...

Satisfaction makes u lazy, tats how wat i interpret it ..

If U R satisfied with ur easy going goverment job .. u stay the same through out ur life ... end up no were earning a mere pension and living a very strict budget life ..

Rise .. take a risk ... go do it .. win something .. though not an ambani or mittal .. atleast make sure 5 people talk abt u, after ur done with ur life ...

Life is to take risk .. which u will never take if u feel satisfied ...

Take me as an example .. i have written 10 lines explaining "no one can be satisfied by mere things" still im not satisfied and im tryin to explain it more ...

tat shows " no one is satisfied" ...

People say " im happy with wat im" ... its a lie .. pure lie ..

If Bill Gates was satisfied with wat he has earned .. we would have missed lots of his creations ...

If Scientists are satisfied with wat they have invented or discovered .. we will miss lots of new inventions and discoveries ..

If the dictionary writer was satisfied with the first explanation he has given for "Satisfaction" .. we will not get a another meaning for the word ..

So Satisfaction is rather a annoying Word .. i would say ...

U mite not be satisfied with the wife and friends u got .. but still this thoughts doesnt apply there ... thats the place where u have to be satisfied .. if u like it or not .. u have too ... love the one's whom u have got ...

So now let me say " im satisfied with wat i have written :D " ... ok im lying.. i know im stopping very abruptly ...still i got to stop here :) ....

Bugs Bugs everywhere .. finally got an answer to Solve

2006-02-18T20:37:00.000-08:00

Sterday i went to office after a long time ... i mean on a saturday :) ..

Morning i went to office ... i had to come back, at 1.30, to elnet for lunch....

Morning fought with my room mate for a useless litle issue :D .. as we normally do ..

Then i hurried to office .. was sitting and trying to find a solution to a prob which i wasnt able to solve on friday nite .. i was there in office till 11.30 .. but no solution, i got .. the issue was, i was trying to find the problem with the existing code rather than finding the solution ... and that too with the dead line nearing .. i had no other option .. rather than finding a different solution .. so i was fizing it ...

I left at 3.30 and i couldnt digest.. as i was not able to find a solution to my problem ..

But now as i was very much relaxed ..after a nicetime in the afternoon .. i think it was gud decision to go back to office .. i found a solution to all the problems ... the code was working PERFECT :) ... hurray ...

Evenng left office at 6.20 and immediately went to Beach .. nite went for a nite show .. kalaba kadhalan :D ... ok movie yar .. suddenly some scenes resembled some porno film .. the director looked confused .. end was rather even more confusion ...

So there ends my day with a smile :)

Sqeeze the Work .. no matter wat!!!

2006-02-14T09:50:00.000-08:00

Today the day was rather too pressurized for me ..

Morning my DM sends a mail of modified Plan ...

8 days work was reduced to 4 days :( .....

I didnt even have time to think what i should do ... I had no clue of wat has to be done ...

I got totally confused ... was sitting thinking... planning how to go about ... earlier it was ok .. 8 days i thought i can give a shot ...

Delivery manager says to complete this work in 4 days ... He calls for a meeting and says .. to complete this work .. wat has to be done ... WAT CAN WE SAY ???

Totally confused day .... some how managed to leave office at 8.30 and went to beach .. sighted babes for some time ..

Valentines day without a GF ... :( .. ;) ... yet it was cool .. coz i didnt have a moment to spare for myself .. where would have had time to meet her in case i had one .. so thanks i was saved ...

nite post dinner .. i was walking in the beach ... i saw a man ... he was lifting his bike .. i thought his bike slipped .. he lifted from one side and dropped it to the other side :D ..

Again lifted and dropped it the other side :D ... was really funny cing it :D ...

Y drink to tat extent, where u cant even stand properly ?

Hate to c drunkards ... my dad used to be a occasional drinker .. except parties he never used to drink ... still i used to scold my dad for drinking ... hmmm ....

Tommorow also i got heavy amount of work .. lets c .. wat happens tommorow ... :)

And Miles to go b4 i sleep....

2006-02-13T09:30:00.000-08:00

Y am this talking about today?? ... we (in the sense me and my friend:) ) were talking abt a common good friend, nearing his last days in sify ... she was telling me that she will be missing him (as a friend)...

I am feeling that for the past 8 months ... n sify, my life was much better ..easy going ... end f day had a light heart as i had time for myself my friends ... the attrium session n sify s my unforgettable moments in sify :)

But s fun alone enough for life .. 10 months passed and i had not learned much ... wat will happen to my future ??? Stood a big question mark .... i was thinking, even after i got the offer letter, should i shift or wait for sometime .. atleast till my friends are there in sify ..

But nothing is constant .. wat if tommorow they leave me back and go for a better job ... i cant ask them to stay back for me ... So practically, moving out was the better option ... i opted to move ... moreover thanks to Ga?.. she was a major motivation ... it was a combined effort ... she got in H? and i got into i-flex ...

But i had to leave some of my best pals ... my team mates ... hmmmm ....

I had no other option ... when i saw where my future lies .. i had to move ... today as a sign of friendship ... to show im not away from them .. i meet them often ... talk to them often ... sms them ... mail them .. wat else can i do ?

I miss all u pals ... same i missed my close mate n class Siva .. my room mates in hostel when college days got over... but life has to move on ... we got no other option ... we keep meeting people ... some leave there foot path in our heart ... those are whom, we call friends ...

Any time in future ... when someone ask me who r ur best pals .. i got lots of friends to mention...

When i was n hospital recently .... all my friends turned out for me ... all came foward to help me ...

I assume that was a god play where he showed me ... Vickraman Feel happy that u got so many GOOD friends to help u out .. dont think abt wat u havent got ... Coz u HAVE Something... which lots dont have ... I have given something to all ... some get good friends .. some get good girl friend ....

I suppose im blessed with the first option .. :) .. Anyways ... Nav? s the character i owe a lot ... and today he is moving out to a good comp .. with a good sal ... i helped him the way i can ...

Let me pray god for his good future ... The max i can do at the moment ...

Tommorow is valentines day ... I think today i can write something about the person whom i really like (not neccessary lover :) ) .. i mean all my Dear friends ...

Hey Naveen .. swati .. ro .. dooma ... uthra ... durai(iflex & sify)..suresh..mahesh..chitra..aswini..(sify)Siva @ Jandu.. Chandru ... Shanmugam..nithya prabha.. (college and hostel)..SKarthick...Rajesh Chandru(school mates) ... I miss u all folks ...

Happy valentines day .... :)

Wake Up .. its the time to disco!!!

2006-02-11T20:05:00.000-08:00

Weekend .. Sunday .. i woke up at 7.30 ..can u imagine ... 7.30 .went for a walk with my nutty room mate :) ...

Sterday was the worst day of my life ....

First was my system was hanging continously ...

Second .. went to adidas show room to buy one single pair of shoe 4 jogging and ended in shopping for 2K rupees :( ... :D ..

nite..some how my pc started and i was making fun of ro .. :D .. my pc got hanged didnt start at all :) ... ro escaped :D ...

Coz of that had to sleep at 11.45 :( tat too on a saturday :) ... its a long time i slept tat early in a weekend ... minimum i stay awake till 2 ... watching movies .. making fun of my room mates n neighbours :) ...

sterday i was feeling very sleepy infact ...

More worst was .. i watched about 4 movies in a day .. i think im gona break my dad record :D .. my dad used to b much worse (tats wat he says :D) .. anyways wat else will i do in a room sitting alone the whole day ...

study :) ya could have done tat .. but still no mood to read .. its weekend folks :) .. just getting myself suitable for the US env :) (they spent all the money they earn in the week, during the weekend :D ) i dont spend much(uff after the adidas incident im saying this still :D) .. but still i enjoy the way i want ... :) wat say ??

Wat will happen today just wait and c ... (even i dont know yar ... no appointments ..so as usual vetti .. watch movies in dvd and go to temple and beach tats it :D )

BUSY Schedule na :D ....

Think Different!!!

2006-02-10T09:28:00.000-08:00

I was just thinking abt this, for a week ...

Wat do i do usefully in a day ...

Wake up in the morning .. jog ..study for .5 hour ... breakfast ... work .. lunch .. work..tea..work .. walk.dinner .. walk .. chat and browse ..

This is my schedule for d past one or more month ...
except jogging and studying for just .5 hour a day ... i do nothin useful ... absolutely nothing ..

just watching babes here and there in day ... finishes my day ... is this y i was educated ... is this y god made me ??? is this is y we are living to live a usual life ...

Can we live and do something different ??? Live Different HOW ?? now this is the question ... HOW??? wat can i do in a day except eating working studying jogging ..

May be go to some relatives house of mine to keep the relationship going ..

May be go to temple daily to pray god ...

May be help some know something new daily ...

May be learn a new word everyday ...

May be sit and think abt wat i have done today and in the past few days ..

May be help someone in some small way or the other ..

Will this satisfy my thought of living different ....

Or is there any other way of living different ???

Question r many .. but answers r few ... if anyone happen to read this blog ..

Please spare some time and leave ur thoughts for how to live a different life daily ...

Valentine ...

2006-02-09T09:30:00.000-08:00

hmm today after thinking for long time, wat to scribble for todays blog .. i finally came to the decision to write about LOVE!!!

This word which sometimes i like .. sometimes i fear ..

I normally tell others .. i dont like LOVE .. its pure Infatuation.. blah blah ..

but sometimes when i c a perfect good looking couple .. heart beat count increases ... as a BP

patient its quite too dangerous for me :D ... wat say ...

Y i selected this topic today ... i saw a perfect couple today ... the guy and girl both were like

MADE FOR EACH OTHER ... really so cute they were ...

Will u get a bride tat good only if u LOVE or u will get, even if its arranged marriage ???

Too early to think or talk abt this .. but still talking early is better than talking late :) ...

One life ... one wife ... will we get the best .. of make the best of wat we get ?? wats bettter ..

We can compromise on books, dress , shoes ... but life and wife .. is compromising better? .. will it

fit in the long run ???

Answer i dont know ... people elder to me are searching for the answer .. where will get now :D ..

got to wait and c .... Dont know who is the lucky girl s to get me :D ;) wat say folks :)

Dilemma B4 Marriage ... Post Marriage???

2006-02-08T09:05:00.000-08:00

People say .. "Marriages are made in heaven" ... may be post marriage, suffering's are decided in HELL :D ...

Dilema B4 marriage .... one friend of mine from office .. poor chap .. he is the most silent person in the team .. the most silent one i should say ...

He is abt 28 yrs old .. searching for a bride ... for past 1 year ... poor chap .. either the girl he gets, rejects him coz they being from higher society want more freedom ...or his parents reject her coz she is not of their status ...

Do parents search a bride for their son .. or daughter in law for them ...

Most parents like mine .. will never accept love marriage .. so in tat case .. it's fate that we got to adjust with wat is given to us ...

or do we have a choice ???

Accepted parents really suffer 20 to 22 years supporting to help us grow in life ..

When the person whom he or she likes is in reasonably suitable status ... will they accept ??

WRT that poor chap .. unless he talks to his parents nothing is gona work out ...

Hope the same doesnt happen to me .. :)

I still got time ... till then ... let me have a happy time :)

Post marriage its a life term imprisonment ... still .... one life one wife .. many problems ... face it .. else life wont be interesting .. wat say :)

Childhood Heros !!!

2006-02-07T09:12:00.000-08:00

Childhood ... for all it must be the happiest days of life ...

For me also it was no exception ... atleast till my 4th standard ...

After which my dad fell sick ... and till date he is the same ...

Childhood days after that, i dont want to rememeber .... 15 long years i suffered ...

Will talk abt it someother day ...

Now coming back to the topic .... childhood HERO ...

im sure all boys must be having a cartoon character as their childhood hero ... for me it was HE-MAN ... I'M D MASTER OF THE UNIVERSE ...

When he used to say tat dialog in the episode ... a unknown smile used to come ...

Skeleton , the villan of the cartoon ... the guy i used to curse .. the character i used to imitate (his laugh was very famous FYI...)

I used to buy lots of toys of HE-MAN and Skeleton ... had it for long time ..

now dont know where it is ... My amma must have throwed it away :( ...

Today when i c that cartoon .. sounds really funny ... looks very funny ...

Still the SAME SMILE used to come ....

Me Though not in the same age... still heart is the same right :) ....

But still DAD is first HERO of all guys ...

This im sure no one will deny ...

The day was rather fine .. not much work .. had some issues .. rest was cool .. same beach dinner ... walk ... cool life ... :)

Fatal Attraction

2006-02-06T06:47:00.000-08:00

College days ... were real fun .. no tension .. now days .. lots to face ... lots of politics in office ... struggle ... life is totally struggle ....

My dad always say "Son , rem'berr ... This world is for the SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST !!! "

didnt realize its much tat time ... now all seems true ...

May be thats y OLD People say every time they start their speech " From my EXPERIENCE .. blah blah .... "

College ley once i sang a song ... " Ennaku oru GF vennum ada " :) .. biggest blunder i did in my college life :) ...

till date my class mates make fun of me with tat :D ... now y did i tell tat here ...
Saw a girl today .. near to Adayar Globus ... My GOD NEVER KNEW GOD CREATION was this perfect .. im sorry no secondary meaning attached to this ... :) ..

She was choo Cute ... i didnt know she was tat good b4 i gave a sound horn .. to get my way ...
She turned back and gave me a look ... her eyes read lots of things (may be one was "Y THE HELL THIS NUTS GIVING SUCH A SOUND HORN" .. but let me optimistic here :D ...

There was some sort of fear in her eyes ... may be she felt im gona bang my bike on her ..
will i yar ... common .... will never hurt such a good creation ....

Ok let me stop my crazy talks here ... dont even know her .. dont know y im writing abt her this much ..

now if i c another girl ... am again gona tell the same thing .. :D .. girls always are better creation of god ...

GUYS are the GOLDEN Creation of GOD... :D ... who are losing their existence in the hands of women ..every day every minute .... SAVE MEN ... :) ....

Totally the day was good ... hoping to c a better day tommorow :)

Project Basanti ....

2006-02-05T09:55:00.000-08:00

Sunday ... day was cool ... had a fun day .. went to Rang De Basanti ... Cool movie atleast the songs were cool ... A.R Rahaman ... how do u expect it to be ... should be good ..wat say :D ...

Nutty friend of mine, the idiot .. who closed me eyes during the trailor ... nuts .. i was watching a good hot scene :D ;) ...

Came back home .. at 3 .. skipped lunch ... bad on my part .. but wat to do ... having food alone three times a day really sucks ...

Swati went crazy abt the movie i hope so ... called to her to find whether she is at home .. and got a reply sayin she in the theatre to watch the movie again ... uufff ... im much better yar .. atleast dont watch the movie again the same day .. :D ..

evening again lonely .. went to the beach and temple ... was returning back home .. saw my room mates on the way .. once again .. went to beach ..

no babes today ... all aunties ... :D ...

Anyways ... Project Basanti was a Success ... Lets wait for the next project ...

Do i hurt Others??

2006-02-03T10:06:00.000-08:00

Hi Vicky here ... My first blog.... My English will be quite normal ... No GRE words :D ... coz I dont know one ...
Right from my college days ... All my friends have made fun of me ... I used to be scape goat .. always.... so i decided tat in my office i wont be one ...

I started the job pulling others leg ...it was fun .. i really realized tat ..y my friends really liked doin it ...i never minded them makin fun of me ... always took it in rite sense ..

But do others take it in the rite sense .. or do they take personally ???this question i always ask to myself .. but still my mouth doesnt remain shut ..once i open it .. i just talk away ,.. but nothin vulgar .. the person whom i make fun of .. they themselves laugh over it ...

But still no one knows .. who mistakes me .. and who doesnt ...
still d day should be fun ... in a office like mine where all are live inside a pool of code ... buggin the code ... i have no choice other than this to keep the enviroment and myself alive ..
so im gona continue with this ...
hope my friends agree with this .. :)....