Frustrated!!!!

Long time since i blogged . .. so im back !!!

have u ever been in a situation where u happen to think "God pls this should not happen" and nxt minute it happens in front of ur eyes ..

How many times u mite have faced it ... wat happens if it happens continously and ur not able to do anything abt it !!!!

ya im a victim of that ..

First .. when i was in hospital recently ... suffering renal failure .. i happened to undergo DIALYSIS .. first it was done inbetween legs .. i was not allowed to walk for 5 days ...

just lied in bed for 5 days .. sixth day i begged the doc to get me free of this dailysis thing and let me walk .. he sw the reports and convinced ..he let me go free .. got me transfered to the GW ..

it was even more heart breaking place .. i happen to c people vomiting blood and passing urine mixed with blood :( .. my good .. frightening days really ....

one fine morning ..doc assistant came to me to chk my reports and said "the urea in ur body doesnt seem to reduce .. mite be u mite have to undergo dialysis again" ... first time in hospital.. u must imagine the shock i must have got .. though now the two tubes were not between my legs .. much worse .. it was plugged into my neck down my throat ...

that very moment when doc assistant said .. i prayed all gods, tat somehow i should not undergo second round of dialysis .. the moment i ended my prayer chief doc came to me to tell i have to do dialysis again ...

Second .....
Recently My project got over and i was moved to another project . which is already in a do or die situation ... some scape goats including me was moved to tat project to avoid bench sometime .. (bench could hav been much better instead :) ) ...

There is a pl who never goes home wat ever b the situation .. never cn such a lady who never goes home .. morning she sits there .. evning she is there .. cant imagine how her husband allows that ...

as i cant sit late nites and cant work on saturdays i was praying all my gods to help me.. not to put in her module ... and imagine wat .. again .. i alone was put in her module ... all others escaped .. :(

dont know .. may b i looked like a dumb ass who is ready to do wat people like to do ..

sometimes i seriously dont understand y god make these moves .. but all has a reason ..and he cant b questioned .. all happens for good ..

so lets c wat god has for me .. by moving me into the project :) ...Good Night!!!!