Sometime's in life!!!
hi folks .. back after a really long long time ... this time im not so happy n a mood to rite somethin really fun ...
last week i lost something for which i have worked hard for 8 years ..since my 10th std ....
not a big deal for some ..a big dream for me ... to go places .... out of india ...a dream of my dad mom and my sister's ... which remains unfulfilled till date ....
last week i lost a chance to go US which i thought i mite get ... no issues one of my good pal s goin ..good for him ..but still the feelin of u lost it doesnt keeps quite rite :) ....
A dream which i developed within myself when i was doin my 10th .... my dad had a passport ... i used to have a habit of goin over his things :D ... dad was and s my hero alwys ... a g8 person to b with and mom i got no words for her .. such a lovin mom i got .. i bet u c her u will feel jealous :D ... many a times she has cried just cin me crying :D .. Love u mom and dad (appa and amma... tamizh to b strict else my dad scolds me :D still i listen to his words .. not out of fear ..out of respect .. i used to really curse him durin my younger days ... but now i realize how true he was n lot of things:D ) .. ok comin back to the main issue ... i made fun of him cin the passport has he was never out of india ... he just got bit sad and told me "Vicky i wanted to go somewhere n the world.... out of india and could never make it ... wish u go and c places and c things which remained a dream for me " ... i never cn my dad so serious ... but tat incident struck like a rod nside my heart tat i started workin for it .. my studies got serious ... i started takin life more seriously ... from 10th i have been workin for it ... my dad and mom used to tell me "nly if u study u can go foreign ..c places .. have a nice life " ....
When i was sure tat i will get a chance to go onsite ... i lost it for some reasons ... :) ... mind says its fine vickram let it go ..god will show u a better way ... but heart doesnt listen ....... wat to do :( ..
morning i called up my mom and dad to tell them wat hpn ... mom being a sweet person and being very orthodox ran to the most trustworthy astrologer with my horoscope to chk out my bavishiya :) ... she s satified with wat the fellow told .... and she tried hard to console me ... end of the conversation she did bring a smile back n my face :) .... after all my mom s the sweet person to b with :) thanks mom once again :) ... lets c ... god has somethin for me .. i have never got wat i want so easily but end of the day i have alwys won :) ....so let me keep my fingers crossed and wait for the moment :D ..
posted by Vicky Goes Crazy... @ 11:12 PM
3 Comments:
Vicky,
Sorry to hear about your missed opportunity. My sincere wishes to you for good luck in the future. Vicky, there is no need to lose your heart and feel so much. I do understand your feelings. But we need to understand life is not that easy. I do not want you to lose your spirits, at the same time keep building your spirits. Life is full of ups and downs. Sometimes we reach the top and sometimes we fall down. But after our fall, we should still aim of going up and never be content to remain there. Every up has a down if we need to climb the next ladder. So, pacify yourself and keep preparing for your next occasion. At this age, I am falling down, and I am getting ready quickly to climb higher. This is what I teach my children too.
Hi Balaji,
Thanks a ton for ur good wish !!!
ya i have increased my efforts more than before :) .... failure s not new to me ..always i have doubled my efforts when i lose ...same applies now :) ...
ya sometimes i accept life doesnt goes the way we want ... my mom always tells me "god wants to give u something better so dont worry" ... i believe tat strictly :) .... so im waitin for my good chance ... let me hope i c tat day soon .... :D ..
Once again thanks for ur good wish :) ..
"Steps of failure leads u to the heights of success" -Vicky :) ... now howz tat balaji ?? :) ...
Hi Vicky,
I really feel bad after reading your disappointment in going abroad. U know I rejected the chance of going abroad for 7 times in my life.. Out of that 4 times due to my mom's wish to keep me with her all the time and 2 times after marriage due to my wife's wish to stay with me and the recent rejection is due to my kid ashwathy's love. Now I dont feel like going since I am mad to be with my child. But then the chance keeps flowing towards me.. what to do.. See how the fate plays differently in our cases.. Fine not a problem.. its just a matter of going onsite.. will definitely happen to you... Better luck next time.
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