All i want is !!!
From my childhood all i have aimed s more than wat i can at tat age but stil i have always dreamt and till date may b i couldnt acheive it immediately but i have achieved it at some point of time .... merely by gods grace and parents blessings and my efforts !!!
When i was 9 , i wanted a shoe which had lite display at its bottom .. this s the thing which i could never fulfil n my life as that time my family situation was not good ...
when i was 17 i wanted a TVS50 that too second hand (mind it not even a bike :D ) ... my dad asked me "i will pay for the bike how come will u petrol it ?? " :D i got wat my dad was abt to tell me ... i dropped the idea ... but i made sure im gona buy the best thing in market when i get a job..so once i got a job n campus .. i got a puslar 150cc all out of my own money ... i paid the EMI for 2 yrs ..but i got the best which was at tat time the market .. a thing for which i worked hard for 6 yrs :) ...
during my college days i wanted to wear all the branded shirts n the market .... i have seen my friends wearing all the best things n market .. i used to wear the cheapest ones .... but still i hve never taken it as my negative point ... never cursed my dad much tat he didnt earn much .. all i dreamed was a life of my own ...a job which gave me enough money to fulfill my dreams and desires .. i fulfilled that ..though not n my teenage .. but still age s at ur heart ... :D ... first thing after i got a job i got all the branded shirts pants shoes slippers ... wore them :) a kind of idiotic satisfcation it gives ... god ...not even a gf mite give ya :) ..
always i have wanted a good looking girl friend :D i got a good nostalgic incident n college days to certify this :D ... but i never got ... and i never wished tat i get one in reality ... i feared tat my dreams mite get missed ... girls drags u away from the point :) .... i dnt know how far s this s true .. but still i have seen some being successful inspite of having gf and some falling low due to girls ...so i think god has kept me n the safer side :) .....
now all i want s a BENZ and house in chennai :) ..... a dream house of which i have dreamt always near the beach ... im not sure how far im gona succeed but dreaming s not wrong ... but dream without actions s a sin as kalam says :) ... my dreams are moving with my actions ... one day im sure i will make my parents proud when they c my name flashing n new paper all n rite terms :) .... a dream which always my mom wanted to c ... she always wished tat my name would come n good ways n paper ..... but i could never do tat .. but still mom never complained ...she always tells me "wat ever ur vicky ..ur a nice son of mine and im really proud tat .. y do u bother abt these things" :) ... as the tamizh proverb says "kaagaiku than kunju pon kunju :)" ... (for non tamizh ppl it means "for the crow its baby s the best n the world ") ... ritely said :) ....
let me hope ....All i want is my dreams to b fulfilled .... and a day will rise in my name :) ..
posted by Vicky Goes Crazy... @ 8:22 AM
6 Comments:
Vicky,
I appreciate your spirits. There is nothing wrong in dreaming. But as you have rightly said we should not repent for what our parents have not got us.
I keep telling my son that I am yet to get a cricket bat from my Mom. My first bicycle was at the age of 18. I have never had anything a normal kid had in those days. But I strongly feel that I have not missed anything. In fact, I feel that life with so many wants have brought me through till this stage. I compare the same with those who had everything at those time. I am better now.
'HOPE' is the four letter magical word which keeps our life rolling.
Hi Balaji ,
Thanks for ur comments ... ya its the desire of having something which u couldnt get when u wanted, builds an ambition for u :) ...
i would have lots of instances where my sufferings would have lead me to the wrong path .... but still my parents motivations always made me think rite ... i always used it to make my hardwork better and efficient ... and my ambitions doesnt stop with going to US ... there still lot after tat ... but u cant reach the bigger one without reachin the smaller ones ...so i try reachin the smaller ones which in turn will take me to higher 1s:) ...i have been strictly followin this for years and will follow till i meet my dreams :) ... and im just hopin to c tat day b4 i lay down dead :) ...
i just framed few sentences in my orkut account
"Being Cynical doesnt makes an impact IF U PUT MORE EFFORTS BY D FEAR OF LOSING !!"
i always fear i mite lose and work more :) ... some more lines which i put n my orkut account and i read it often to boost myself :) ..
as ur words made me felt i should share it with u :)
"
1.If Success Kisses ur Feet . Beware Failure will KICK ur ASS!!!!
2.Aim HIGH, Achieve HIGH , if not rather DIE than CRY
3.PRIDE and PASSION without EGO's makes a man RICH , Successful and (most important)RESPECTFUL
"
So these are my 4 rules of victory :) ...
kalakkal post vicky.
sorry en paer kittu who saw ur blog thru balajis blog..keep writing
thanks kitu ..thanks for ur comments .... keep commenting :) ... hoping to meet u often :)
A very good articulation on motherly affection.. I went mad reading the lines "Kaakkaikku than kunju pon kunju".. Every mom's can be a good example for the tamil proverb..
Keep up ur writing skills...
thanks buddy .. :) .. ya every mom irrespective of the nationality race s the same .. thinks from heart ... :) ...
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