Vickraman V.P

Trying to find myself ....

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Budget!! boon or Curse??


FM PC submitted his budget today ... every month i put my month's budget .. somehow i just happen to manage .. PC puts budget for one the biggest Democratic country in the world ...

How much things he might have to consider??my goodness .. it just suprises me ...

Earlier the TAX .. STOCK INDEX etc all were greek and latin to me .. didnt understand anything .. today .. my life is running around tat .. :)

my project is purely dependent upon these things ...

Now days when i read the stock market terms .. im able to make some sense out of it ...

Looks like this budget has made no difference in wat exists ...

atleast no suprises in the form of new taxes ... PC should be thanked for tat ...

Rich people got nothin to worry and poor have nothin to be taxed .. its the middle class who always suffers .. coz they are targeted always ...

Anyways Fringe benefits .. nothin has improved ... it has affected me :D .. coz earlier we were getting cheaper and better lunch in office itself .. after this was taxed tat scheme was removed .. now daily lunch costs me dear :) ..

Small cars mite be costing around 23K less ...good one ... good for middle class families ...

Defence allocation again increased .. uuf .. figures alloted makes me think, whether it needs a budget of its own . :) ...

soft drinks ... milk ,DVD etc is gona cost less .. good ... looks like PC has done some measures to satisfy the CMP ..(common min programme) ...DVD is gona cost less .. good im watch more movies :)

Debit cards holders are gona be taxed as usual .. thank god i got corp card ..

one by six scheme abolished ..thank god,..... coz i got two sim cards in my name :) .. one for me and for my dad ... :) ...

The budget at the end i feel has been designed with the poor people in mind rather than the middle class in mind ..

Markets reached intra day high .. so looks like stock brokers are happy .. lets c .. time will show how good s the budget ... :)

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Communism?The Answer or Question


My Dad Says "If u Hate Communism at the Age of 20's UR Arrogant ... If u Still like Communism at the Age of 60 .. UR CRAZY !!!" ...

Im in no love with communism , as my father say, he was, when was n his early 20's ..
y? may be he lived a life of poverty and me lived a normal life .

Today post dinner in the beach .. i saw a man eating some scrap .. the food was not hygenic and so wasnt he ...

I had just completed my dinner worth rs.40 .. and daily i have dinner worth tat much ... for the sake of hygenicity ... after the one month drama .. i was n no mood to take a risk ..

Y was he having a unhygenic food and me a good one ... Is tat his FATE ???

Is Communism the Answer then ? which promises Food three times a day and basic things of life, to be given to all Man ...

Is It Fair to Snatch something from one person and give it to other ... just bcoz he is poor ...

Will not communism make people more lazy ... When some one promises three times food a day and basic things of life given .. who is gona work ???? temme ...

Dont u think communism is the problem here rather than the answer to problems ..

Again a question mite come here ... Poor people cant be expected to study much coz f financial status ... so they cant be expeccted to earn more also ...

Sir. Dr.Kalam ... a G8 man from a simple fisher man family .. grew up to bcome a scientist first and then the Honourable President of Republic India ... wat does this implies ...

Itz DETERMINATION ..those who have tat .. can never be suppressed by anything ...

So Communism s no answer to the problem.....

Im got no cynicism towards Communism .. im just trying to express tat its better to find out solutions rather than living with problems...

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Most Needed Education


For some of my friends, in case they read this , mite find it disgusting ..So people who mite find talking about "Sex Education" digusting ,please skip this title...

Passing the teenage without much distractions ... early 20's is actually very difficult to pass ...

The age where u get to work ... meet lots of people .. some attract u as friends .. some attract u in a totally different perspective ... newaz all depends upon the way we look at it ...

The question is y r we so much attracted towards this thing .. which is nothin but another part of life ... tats it .. but we are attracted much towards this .. y???

The reason is we are never taught anything abt this .. all we learn is from books movies and from friends ...

This curiosity sometimes turns to lead people to wrong ways ...

y is this happening ??

When i was in 8th standard .. one teacher of mine tried to exploit me .. thanks to god ... nothing happened .. she got married soon .. so she got an another way .. at tat age i didnt even know wat sex is .. all i knew was its something bad ( i mean ..at tat age :D )

Y did she do it?? coz a typical indian female from south india .. has less chance to know abt sex ... so this lead her to misuse her post of teacher,who s placed b4 god in tamil culture .. (matha pitha guru deivam...)

Had she been educated properly abt sex..would she have done that ???

Y is porno sites gaining fame among teenagers .. They are curious to know abt something who no one likes to talk ... neither the parents nor the teachers ...

This creates a unseen curiosity in people ..

So wats the solution to this problem??

Though we cant prevent people from having an affair .. atleast we can teach them abt proper sex, thus helping them to prevent diseases ....

So as far i c sex education is a must from school level ...

It's nothing but another part of life .. which all have every rights to know abt it ..

Monday, February 20, 2006

Satisfaction....



Satisfaction ... the meaning i should say is rather a contrasting one ...

First he says "the contentment you feel when you have done something right" ... Then he goes about giving an another set of meaning for the word .. then another .. so he is not satisfied that people would have understood the first Meaning, wat he has given.... So wat does tat implies ???


Some say "get satisfied at some point else life will bcome restless" ... if ur satisfied .. how will u grow up in life .. how will u learn more ...

Satisfaction makes u lazy, tats how wat i interpret it ..

If U R satisfied with ur easy going goverment job .. u stay the same through out ur life ... end up no were earning a mere pension and living a very strict budget life ..

Rise .. take a risk ... go do it .. win something .. though not an ambani or mittal .. atleast make sure 5 people talk abt u, after ur done with ur life ...

Life is to take risk .. which u will never take if u feel satisfied ...

Take me as an example .. i have written 10 lines explaining "no one can be satisfied by mere things" still im not satisfied and im tryin to explain it more ...

tat shows " no one is satisfied" ...

People say " im happy with wat im" ... its a lie .. pure lie ..

If Bill Gates was satisfied with wat he has earned .. we would have missed lots of his creations ...

If Scientists are satisfied with wat they have invented or discovered .. we will miss lots of new inventions and discoveries ..

If the dictionary writer was satisfied with the first explanation he has given for "Satisfaction" .. we will not get a another meaning for the word ..

So Satisfaction is rather a annoying Word .. i would say ...

U mite not be satisfied with the wife and friends u got .. but still this thoughts doesnt apply there ... thats the place where u have to be satisfied .. if u like it or not .. u have too ... love the one's whom u have got ...

So now let me say " im satisfied with wat i have written :D " ... ok im lying.. i know im stopping very abruptly ...still i got to stop here :) ....

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Bugs Bugs everywhere .. finally got an answer to Solve


Sterday i went to office after a long time ... i mean on a saturday :) ..

Morning i went to office ... i had to come back, at 1.30, to elnet for lunch....

Morning fought with my room mate for a useless litle issue :D .. as we normally do ..

Then i hurried to office .. was sitting and trying to find a solution to a prob which i wasnt able to solve on friday nite .. i was there in office till 11.30 .. but no solution, i got .. the issue was, i was trying to find the problem with the existing code rather than finding the solution ... and that too with the dead line nearing .. i had no other option .. rather than finding a different solution .. so i was fizing it ...

I left at 3.30 and i couldnt digest.. as i was not able to find a solution to my problem ..

But now as i was very much relaxed ..after a nicetime in the afternoon .. i think it was gud decision to go back to office .. i found a solution to all the problems ... the code was working PERFECT :) ... hurray ...

Evenng left office at 6.20 and immediately went to Beach .. nite went for a nite show .. kalaba kadhalan :D ... ok movie yar .. suddenly some scenes resembled some porno film .. the director looked confused .. end was rather even more confusion ...

So there ends my day with a smile :)

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Sqeeze the Work .. no matter wat!!!


Today the day was rather too pressurized for me ..

Morning my DM sends a mail of modified Plan ...

8 days work was reduced to 4 days :( .....

I didnt even have time to think what i should do ... I had no clue of wat has to be done ...

I got totally confused ... was sitting thinking... planning how to go about ... earlier it was ok .. 8 days i thought i can give a shot ...

Delivery manager says to complete this work in 4 days ... He calls for a meeting and says .. to complete this work .. wat has to be done ... WAT CAN WE SAY ???

Totally confused day .... some how managed to leave office at 8.30 and went to beach .. sighted babes for some time ..

Valentines day without a GF ... :( .. ;) ... yet it was cool .. coz i didnt have a moment to spare for myself .. where would have had time to meet her in case i had one .. so thanks i was saved ...

nite post dinner .. i was walking in the beach ... i saw a man ... he was lifting his bike .. i thought his bike slipped .. he lifted from one side and dropped it to the other side :D ..

Again lifted and dropped it the other side :D ... was really funny cing it :D ...

Y drink to tat extent, where u cant even stand properly ?

Hate to c drunkards ... my dad used to be a occasional drinker .. except parties he never used to drink ... still i used to scold my dad for drinking ... hmmm ....

Tommorow also i got heavy amount of work .. lets c .. wat happens tommorow ... :)

Monday, February 13, 2006

And Miles to go b4 i sleep....


Y am this talking about today?? ... we (in the sense me and my friend:) ) were talking abt a common good friend, nearing his last days in sify ... she was telling me that she will be missing him (as a friend)...

I am feeling that for the past 8 months ... n sify, my life was much better ..easy going ... end f day had a light heart as i had time for myself my friends ... the attrium session n sify s my unforgettable moments in sify :)

But s fun alone enough for life .. 10 months passed and i had not learned much ... wat will happen to my future ??? Stood a big question mark .... i was thinking, even after i got the offer letter, should i shift or wait for sometime .. atleast till my friends are there in sify ..

But nothing is constant .. wat if tommorow they leave me back and go for a better job ... i cant ask them to stay back for me ... So practically, moving out was the better option ... i opted to move ... moreover thanks to Ga?.. she was a major motivation ... it was a combined effort ... she got in H? and i got into i-flex ...

But i had to leave some of my best pals ... my team mates ... hmmmm ....

I had no other option ... when i saw where my future lies .. i had to move ... today as a sign of friendship ... to show im not away from them .. i meet them often ... talk to them often ... sms them ... mail them .. wat else can i do ?

I miss all u pals ... same i missed my close mate n class Siva .. my room mates in hostel when college days got over... but life has to move on ... we got no other option ... we keep meeting people ... some leave there foot path in our heart ... those are whom, we call friends ...

Any time in future ... when someone ask me who r ur best pals .. i got lots of friends to mention...

When i was n hospital recently .... all my friends turned out for me ... all came foward to help me ...

I assume that was a god play where he showed me ... Vickraman Feel happy that u got so many GOOD friends to help u out .. dont think abt wat u havent got ... Coz u HAVE Something... which lots dont have ... I have given something to all ... some get good friends .. some get good girl friend ....

I suppose im blessed with the first option .. :) .. Anyways ... Nav? s the character i owe a lot ... and today he is moving out to a good comp .. with a good sal ... i helped him the way i can ...

Let me pray god for his good future ... The max i can do at the moment ...

Tommorow is valentines day ... I think today i can write something about the person whom i really like (not neccessary lover :) ) .. i mean all my Dear friends ...

Hey Naveen .. swati .. ro .. dooma ... uthra ... durai(iflex & sify)..suresh..mahesh..chitra..aswini..(sify)Siva @ Jandu.. Chandru ... Shanmugam..nithya prabha.. (college and hostel)..SKarthick...Rajesh Chandru(school mates) ... I miss u all folks ...

Happy valentines day
.... :)

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Wake Up .. its the time to disco!!!


Weekend .. Sunday .. i woke up at 7.30 ..can u imagine ... 7.30 .went for a walk with my nutty room mate :) ...

Sterday was the worst day of my life ....

First was my system was hanging continously ...

Second .. went to adidas show room to buy one single pair of shoe 4 jogging and ended in shopping for 2K rupees :( ... :D ..

nite..some how my pc started and i was making fun of ro .. :D .. my pc got hanged didnt start at all :) ... ro escaped :D ...

Coz of that had to sleep at 11.45 :( tat too on a saturday :) ... its a long time i slept tat early in a weekend ... minimum i stay awake till 2 ... watching movies .. making fun of my room mates n neighbours :) ...

sterday i was feeling very sleepy infact ...

More worst was .. i watched about 4 movies in a day .. i think im gona break my dad record :D .. my dad used to b much worse (tats wat he says :D) .. anyways wat else will i do in a room sitting alone the whole day ...

study :) ya could have done tat .. but still no mood to read .. its weekend folks :) .. just getting myself suitable for the US env :) (they spent all the money they earn in the week, during the weekend :D ) i dont spend much(uff after the adidas incident im saying this still :D) .. but still i enjoy the way i want ... :) wat say ??

Wat will happen today just wait and c ... (even i dont know yar ... no appointments ..so as usual vetti .. watch movies in dvd and go to temple and beach tats it :D )

BUSY Schedule na :D ....

Friday, February 10, 2006

Think Different!!!


I was just thinking abt this, for a week ...

Wat do i do usefully in a day ...

Wake up in the morning .. jog ..study for .5 hour ... breakfast ... work .. lunch .. work..tea..work .. walk.dinner .. walk .. chat and browse ..

This is my schedule for d past one or more month ...
except jogging and studying for just .5 hour a day ... i do nothin useful ... absolutely nothing ..

just watching babes here and there in day ... finishes my day ... is this y i was educated ... is this y god made me ??? is this is y we are living to live a usual life ...


Can we live and do something different ??? Live Different HOW ?? now this is the question ... HOW??? wat can i do in a day except eating working studying jogging ..

May be go to some relatives house of mine to keep the relationship going ..

May be go to temple daily to pray god ...

May be help some know something new daily ...

May be learn a new word everyday ...

May be sit and think abt wat i have done today and in the past few days ..

May be help someone in some small way or the other ..

Will this satisfy my thought of living different ....

Or is there any other way of living different ???

Question r many .. but answers r few ... if anyone happen to read this blog ..

Please spare some time and leave ur thoughts for how to live a different life daily ...

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Valentine ...


hmm today after thinking for long time, wat to scribble for todays blog .. i finally came to the decision to write about LOVE!!!

This word which sometimes i like .. sometimes i fear ..

I normally tell others .. i dont like LOVE .. its pure Infatuation.. blah blah ..

but sometimes when i c a perfect good looking couple .. heart beat count increases ... as a BP

patient its quite too dangerous for me :D ... wat say ...

Y i selected this topic today ... i saw a perfect couple today ... the guy and girl both were like

MADE FOR EACH OTHER ... really so cute they were ...

Will u get a bride tat good only if u LOVE or u will get, even if its arranged marriage ???

Too early to think or talk abt this .. but still talking early is better than talking late :) ...

One life ... one wife ... will we get the best .. of make the best of wat we get ?? wats bettter ..

We can compromise on books, dress , shoes ... but life and wife .. is compromising better? .. will it

fit in the long run ???

Answer i dont know ... people elder to me are searching for the answer .. where will get now :D ..

got to wait and c .... Dont know who is the lucky girl s to get me :D ;) wat say folks :)

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Dilemma B4 Marriage ... Post Marriage???


People say .. "Marriages are made in heaven" ... may be post marriage, suffering's are decided in HELL :D ...

Dilema B4 marriage .... one friend of mine from office .. poor chap .. he is the most silent person in the team .. the most silent one i should say ...

He is abt 28 yrs old .. searching for a bride ... for past 1 year ... poor chap .. either the girl he gets, rejects him coz they being from higher society want more freedom ...or his parents reject her coz she is not of their status ...

Do parents search a bride for their son .. or daughter in law for them ...

Most parents like mine .. will never accept love marriage .. so in tat case .. it's fate that we got to adjust with wat is given to us ...

or do we have a choice ???

Accepted parents really suffer 20 to 22 years supporting to help us grow in life ..

When the person whom he or she likes is in reasonably suitable status ... will they accept ??

WRT that poor chap .. unless he talks to his parents nothing is gona work out ...

Hope the same doesnt happen to me .. :)

I still got time ... till then ... let me have a happy time :)

Post marriage its a life term imprisonment ... still .... one life one wife .. many problems ... face it .. else life wont be interesting .. wat say :)

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Childhood Heros !!!



Childhood ... for all it must be the happiest days of life ...

For me also it was no exception ... atleast till my 4th standard ...

After which my dad fell sick ... and till date he is the same ...




Childhood days after that, i dont want to rememeber .... 15 long years i suffered ...

Will talk abt it someother day ...

Now coming back to the topic .... childhood HERO ...

im sure all boys must be having a cartoon character as their childhood hero ... for me it was HE-MAN ... I'M D MASTER OF THE UNIVERSE ...

When he used to say tat dialog in the episode ... a unknown smile used to come ...

Skeleton , the villan of the cartoon ... the guy i used to curse .. the character i used to imitate (his laugh was very famous FYI...)

I used to buy lots of toys of HE-MAN and Skeleton ... had it for long time ..

now dont know where it is ... My amma must have throwed it away :( ...

Today when i c that cartoon .. sounds really funny ... looks very funny ...

Still the SAME SMILE used to come ....

Me Though not in the same age... still heart is the same right :) ....

But still DAD is first HERO of all guys ...

This im sure no one will deny ...


The day was rather fine .. not much work .. had some issues .. rest was cool .. same beach dinner ... walk ... cool life ... :)

Monday, February 06, 2006

Fatal Attraction


College days ... were real fun .. no tension .. now days .. lots to face ... lots of politics in office ... struggle ... life is totally struggle ....

My dad always say "Son , rem'berr ... This world is for the SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST !!! "

didnt realize its much tat time ... now all seems true ...

May be thats y OLD People say every time they start their speech " From my EXPERIENCE .. blah blah .... "

College ley once i sang a song ... " Ennaku oru GF vennum ada " :) .. biggest blunder i did in my college life :) ...

till date my class mates make fun of me with tat :D ... now y did i tell tat here ...
Saw a girl today .. near to Adayar Globus ... My GOD NEVER KNEW GOD CREATION was this perfect .. im sorry no secondary meaning attached to this ... :) ..

She was choo Cute ... i didnt know she was tat good b4 i gave a sound horn .. to get my way ...
She turned back and gave me a look ... her eyes read lots of things (may be one was "Y THE HELL THIS NUTS GIVING SUCH A SOUND HORN" .. but let me optimistic here :D ...

There was some sort of fear in her eyes ... may be she felt im gona bang my bike on her ..
will i yar ... common .... will never hurt such a good creation ....

Ok let me stop my crazy talks here ... dont even know her .. dont know y im writing abt her this much ..

now if i c another girl ... am again gona tell the same thing .. :D .. girls always are better creation of god ...

GUYS are the GOLDEN Creation of GOD... :D ... who are losing their existence in the hands of women ..every day every minute .... SAVE MEN ... :) ....

Totally the day was good ... hoping to c a better day tommorow :)

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Project Basanti ....


Sunday ... day was cool ... had a fun day .. went to Rang De Basanti ... Cool movie atleast the songs were cool ... A.R Rahaman ... how do u expect it to be ... should be good ..wat say :D ...

Nutty friend of mine, the idiot .. who closed me eyes during the trailor ... nuts .. i was watching a good hot scene :D ;) ...

Came back home .. at 3 .. skipped lunch ... bad on my part .. but wat to do ... having food alone three times a day really sucks ...


Swati went crazy abt the movie i hope so ... called to her to find whether she is at home .. and got a reply sayin she in the theatre to watch the movie again ... uufff ... im much better yar .. atleast dont watch the movie again the same day .. :D ..

evening again lonely .. went to the beach and temple ... was returning back home .. saw my room mates on the way .. once again .. went to beach ..

no babes today ... all aunties ... :D ...

Anyways ... Project Basanti was a Success ... Lets wait for the next project ...

Friday, February 03, 2006

Do i hurt Others??

Hi Vicky here ... My first blog.... My English will be quite normal ... No GRE words :D ... coz I dont know one ...
Right from my college days ... All my friends have made fun of me ... I used to be scape goat .. always.... so i decided tat in my office i wont be one ...

I started the job pulling others leg ...it was fun .. i really realized tat ..y my friends really liked doin it ...i never minded them makin fun of me ... always took it in rite sense ..

But do others take it in the rite sense .. or do they take personally ???this question i always ask to myself .. but still my mouth doesnt remain shut ..once i open it .. i just talk away ,.. but nothin vulgar .. the person whom i make fun of .. they themselves laugh over it ...

But still no one knows .. who mistakes me .. and who doesnt ...
still d day should be fun ... in a office like mine where all are live inside a pool of code ... buggin the code ... i have no choice other than this to keep the enviroment and myself alive ..
so im gona continue with this ...
hope my friends agree with this .. :)....