Vickraman V.P

Trying to find myself ....

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Love at different Ages!!!


Hi Folks ... so back again ...these days im writing very frequently rite .. :) .. so today i saw something n the beach (oops not again :D) ..which really made me think abt LOVE!!!

Attitude of LOVE keeps changing with age!!! Ya thats true ..infact a fact ... let me justify ...

Love can be said to b an alias for Affection n most important CARE!!!

Love is the extreme Care given expecting nothing n return except CARE n LOVE ...

Today while having dinner i saw a young couple n their kid .. they sat down to have dinner .. n poor kid looks like it had some insect bite n his eyes ..bit swollen coz f it... n at tat time ..something fell in its eyes n the kid started rubbing it eyes .. which made it really uncomfortable ...

U should have seen ..imm'tely the mom asked for kerchief from her husband ..blowed air n it ..n kept it n the eyes of the kid ... WOW ... she was so immediate to respond to her kid worries ... Love ... wat else can it be ... she expected nothin n return from the kid .. she just expected that her kid doesnt get more pain ...

As usual after dinner .. i was walking for my quota of post dinner walk ..i saw a young pair ... lovers ... there were sitting so close to each other tat it looked like she was sitting literally n his lap ... young people ... couldnt blame them ..though they forgot that they were sitting n a public place .. n people who doesnt have a girl friend mite feel jealous of them :D .. (sssh: its bad to start ur life with someone cursing rite so pls people keep it n private n dont take curses from bachelors like me :D ) ...

Their attitude was more lascivious than affection .. g8 change between the meaning of love between mom-kid n lovers .. :) ... i smiled n moved n ...

Same beach showed me something different also ..

Old couples ... must b n their late 70's ...they were walking slowly ...the man couldnt walk any more .. .. both sat slowly ... each supporting d other so that the other doesnt fall ... WOW ... i was really moved .. both were old .. again couples .. but no signs of lust .. just pure unconditional LOVE !!!

But still even young people love are interesting n a diff aspect !! while driving back home .. i saw a young couple ...again lovers ... the guy was driving so slowly .. one minute i was just wondering y is this guy driving so slowly ... i got near to them .. n i saw tat the girl was having n ice cream .. n this guy was making sure she doesnt let her ice cream fall n enjoy it also .. :) ... again LOVE !!!

Love .. Its always the same inspite of different ages n different relationship ...

May b the way we express differs .. pure affection towards a child ... 70% lust n 30% care n young age ... 100% care at old age .. but CARE is always there though percentage varies!!! :) ..

Friday, June 16, 2006

Quotes!!!

Hi Folks ...
Today nothing to write much ... Just some quotes which i thought n my own .. swear i didnt copy from anyone ... so lets me write a disclaimer that .."Folks i didnt copy from anyone n didnt write it from inspiration by reading anyone quotes" :D ...

(ssh : dont want to take a risk after kavya vishwanathan issue :D ..ya i can understand so please ha ha ha)

1.
"Every Man has two faces! Friends only c ur Postive, Enemies only c ur Negavtive
But those who c both n still remains ur friend , r UR BEST FRIENDS!!"

2.
"If Success kisses ur feet, Beware Failure will kick ur ass!!"

3.
"Aim High Acheive high , if not rather Die than Cry!!! "

These are some quotes which i got n idea .. dont know how does these sound ..

N Second one sounds n looks quite stupid i know ... let me explain :)

I tried to mean that ...

If success kisses ur feet , make sure ur ready to face failures also ...so control ur emotions n stay within ur limits ... never think we will always win ... tats wat i tried to mean from that ... :) ...

Have a nice day n Good Nite !!! :) ..

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

DREAMS!! Which never stops n which sometimes never get Fulfilled..


Hi Folks .. back again .. with yet another set of nostalgic moments .. i was thinkin abt today :) ..

Today while walking back home .. i saw big HOARDING of NIKE add ... Awesome shoes yar ..
i have been admiring those company shoes since 8th standard ,,, but u know when i managed to get those shoes .. after i got a job ... 8th std i was 14 yrs old approx .. i managed to get those shoes nly after i got a job at 21 ..

When i was a kid of 10 yrs .. i wanted to have a shoe, which had lite display at the bottom .. tat time i had a craze for tat .. my dad fell sick n for abt a year he couldnt go to job ... total loss of pay .. bad time we had .. me being a kid ..didnt feel much of my mom n sis pain .. i was just myself .. i used to ask my mom for that shoes ..she being a lovely n kind natured woman ..couldnt tell me tat she cant get me tat .. always she used to reply me back .. "dont worry vicky will get u one day" ..tat one day never came n all these years .. slowly i started understandin my family problems ..so let tat thing go off my mind ...

After so long years .. few days back i saw a kid wearing such kindah shoes ... my mind just hpnd to recollect the dialog which i asked my mom long time back .. but time has passed .. tat was a time when i could wear such shoes .. now it will look funny :D ... but still tat wish of mine stays unfulfilled till date .. n will remain ever ... my kid mite wear such kindah shoes ..but i could never wear rite ... :) (ssh :after i got job i bought three diff kind of shoes like casual, semi formal, formal etc all worth 2k n above 1k :D .. when things starts happening ur way, very difficult to control urself rite ha ha )

When i used to study n college ... most of my class mates used to wear the BEST quality shirts,pants n shoes .. i always used to wear very cheap shirts ..cheap pants ..cheap shoes.. max shirt i would buy is for Rs.200 ..i always wished to buy a allen solly shirt .. a peter england pants ... though costly wish .. but still wish s a wish rite .. only once n all 4 yrs of my college i got a shirt for Rs.500,a peter england shirt.. used to walk with pride when i used wear tat shirt ... :) .. used to feel as though i got some CUP :D ... used to wash it frequently n wear it ..

There people n worse level than me .. but still heart n age doesnt compares things worse than urs .. its always compares with things better than urself .. my dad always used to tell me . " my dad left me n postion where i suffered for 3 times food .. thank god tat i never left u n such situtation !!!! " ya tats there .. but stilll ... its a WISH !!! :) ..wats harm n wishing n loving something BIG .. rite ...

Finally after i got a job .. for abt a year i brought all sort of dresses money can buy ..first time i didnt c the cost of the good,while buying .. Dream came true :) ..

I asked for a TVS 50 during my school days, dad said "I wil get u the bike .. how will u put petrol??" ha ha .. sounds funny rite ..but tat time i was so angry with my dad :D ..but tat thing got fulfilled on May 21st 2004 .. finally my dad got me a bike after he got assured i got job via campus .... 7 year i waited for tat .. (ssh : my dad didnt pay fully just paid an intial amt .. i paid EMI for two years :D ; ) .. dad is always himself ... ;) ) ha ha ...

There are hell lot of things ... i wished for .. some smaller... some big ... Lots remain a dream still...some getting fulfilled .. some cant b (ex: tat shoes with lite :D ) .. .

Now at this age, i wish for a beautiful girl friend .. n i could c tat it will also remain as dream 4ever :D ... may b i should ask my dad to keep my marriage date after 6 months or so from my engagement date ... so tat i can fall n love with my fiancee n satisfy my desire of having a girl friend ha ha ha ... sounds too stupid rite .. still im also a normal guy ..with same wishes tat any other guy has ... all n the game folks .. :D ...

Lets c ...lots of things still to come .. lets c how many bcomes reality .. n how many remains a dream forever :) ...