Vickraman V.P

Trying to find myself ....

Monday, November 20, 2006

All i want is !!!


From my childhood all i have aimed s more than wat i can at tat age but stil i have always dreamt and till date may b i couldnt acheive it immediately but i have achieved it at some point of time .... merely by gods grace and parents blessings and my efforts !!!


When i was 9 , i wanted a shoe which had lite display at its bottom .. this s the thing which i could never fulfil n my life as that time my family situation was not good ...


when i was 17 i wanted a TVS50 that too second hand (mind it not even a bike :D ) ... my dad asked me "i will pay for the bike how come will u petrol it ?? " :D i got wat my dad was abt to tell me ... i dropped the idea ... but i made sure im gona buy the best thing in market when i get a job..so once i got a job n campus .. i got a puslar 150cc all out of my own money ... i paid the EMI for 2 yrs ..but i got the best which was at tat time the market .. a thing for which i worked hard for 6 yrs :) ...


during my college days i wanted to wear all the branded shirts n the market .... i have seen my friends wearing all the best things n market .. i used to wear the cheapest ones .... but still i hve never taken it as my negative point ... never cursed my dad much tat he didnt earn much .. all i dreamed was a life of my own ...a job which gave me enough money to fulfill my dreams and desires .. i fulfilled that ..though not n my teenage .. but still age s at ur heart ... :D ... first thing after i got a job i got all the branded shirts pants shoes slippers ... wore them :) a kind of idiotic satisfcation it gives ... god ...not even a gf mite give ya :) ..


always i have wanted a good looking girl friend :D i got a good nostalgic incident n college days to certify this :D ... but i never got ... and i never wished tat i get one in reality ... i feared tat my dreams mite get missed ... girls drags u away from the point :) .... i dnt know how far s this s true .. but still i have seen some being successful inspite of having gf and some falling low due to girls ...so i think god has kept me n the safer side :) .....


now all i want s a BENZ and house in chennai :) ..... a dream house of which i have dreamt always near the beach ... im not sure how far im gona succeed but dreaming s not wrong ... but dream without actions s a sin as kalam says :) ... my dreams are moving with my actions ... one day im sure i will make my parents proud when they c my name flashing n new paper all n rite terms :) .... a dream which always my mom wanted to c ... she always wished tat my name would come n good ways n paper ..... but i could never do tat .. but still mom never complained ...she always tells me "wat ever ur vicky ..ur a nice son of mine and im really proud tat .. y do u bother abt these things" :) ... as the tamizh proverb says "kaagaiku than kunju pon kunju :)" ... (for non tamizh ppl it means "for the crow its baby s the best n the world ") ... ritely said :) ....


let me hope ....All i want is my dreams to b fulfilled .... and a day will rise in my name :) ..


Saturday, November 11, 2006

Sometime's in life!!!


hi folks .. back after a really long long time ... this time im not so happy n a mood to rite somethin really fun ...


last week i lost something for which i have worked hard for 8 years ..since my 10th std ....


not a big deal for some ..a big dream for me ... to go places .... out of india ...a dream of my dad mom and my sister's ... which remains unfulfilled till date ....


last week i lost a chance to go US which i thought i mite get ... no issues one of my good pal s goin ..good for him ..but still the feelin of u lost it doesnt keeps quite rite :) ....


A dream which i developed within myself when i was doin my 10th .... my dad had a passport ... i used to have a habit of goin over his things :D ... dad was and s my hero alwys ... a g8 person to b with and mom i got no words for her .. such a lovin mom i got .. i bet u c her u will feel jealous :D ... many a times she has cried just cin me crying :D .. Love u mom and dad (appa and amma... tamizh to b strict else my dad scolds me :D still i listen to his words .. not out of fear ..out of respect .. i used to really curse him durin my younger days ... but now i realize how true he was n lot of things:D ) .. ok comin back to the main issue ... i made fun of him cin the passport has he was never out of india ... he just got bit sad and told me "Vicky i wanted to go somewhere n the world.... out of india and could never make it ... wish u go and c places and c things which remained a dream for me " ... i never cn my dad so serious ... but tat incident struck like a rod nside my heart tat i started workin for it .. my studies got serious ... i started takin life more seriously ... from 10th i have been workin for it ... my dad and mom used to tell me "nly if u study u can go foreign ..c places .. have a nice life " ....


When i was sure tat i will get a chance to go onsite ... i lost it for some reasons ... :) ... mind says its fine vickram let it go ..god will show u a better way ... but heart doesnt listen ....... wat to do :( ..


morning i called up my mom and dad to tell them wat hpn ... mom being a sweet person and being very orthodox ran to the most trustworthy astrologer with my horoscope to chk out my bavishiya :) ... she s satified with wat the fellow told .... and she tried hard to console me ... end of the conversation she did bring a smile back n my face :) .... after all my mom s the sweet person to b with :) thanks mom once again :) ... lets c ... god has somethin for me .. i have never got wat i want so easily but end of the day i have alwys won :) ....so let me keep my fingers crossed and wait for the moment :D ..

Sunday, November 05, 2006

The ultimate comedy :) ..


Please chk this link ...
a ultimate comedy ... u can find some subsequent links of comedy down the line after this ...

Coz im back after a long time .. i wanted to start off with a laugh in the face of all my pals :D ...

so here goes the link ..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=estfUXcGAZs&mode=related&search=